Black Out

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I passed out today. I took my baby to the sitter's down the road at about 8, but then I don't remember anything after that. I obviously set my alarm, because it was going off-- had been going off for two hours. My cell phone was about a foot from my head and I had 13 missed calls, but nothing had woken my up. I thought maybe I had gone to bed and then slept walked because I've done that before, but I don't think so. I didn't have sleeping clothes on, and my shoes were on. (Well, unless I went to bed clothed, and then slept walked and put my shoes on.) But anyway, now I have this nice big bump on the back of my head. It hurts like a biatch. I went to see my doctor, even though I usually don't go to the clinic unless I'm bleeding so badly I can't stop it without stitches, or I've broken something. He said it's common for people that work night shift to suffer from exhaustion, and I've also been anemic before so there's that as well. It was funny him saying I might be anemic and then having them come and take all these vials of blood from me. I was like 'Um... don't I need that if I might be anemic??' The nurse just chuckled and I was sort of scared. I fucking hate the clinic.

Anyway, it really sucks cause I had a mandatory staff meeting today at work, and I scared the living piss out of the babysitter when I didn't come to pick up the baby and I didn't answer the door.

I should probably go eat something, and while the baby is napping, maybe I'll treat myself to some smutty fanfiction. That always makes me feel better...