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Here I sit a loser on another Saturday night. I can’t figure out which is worse... being really lonely when you have no one or feeling like you have someone when you really don’t. I had gotten to the point where I hated being single, but let me tell you any day of being single and KNOWING I was alone was better then this puzzle I’ve got now. I don’t want to constantly try to figure someone out. I just want to scream right now, don’t play with my heart. Don’t make me think we are on the same page when you haven’t even opened the book. I so hate this feeling that I have right now, single people most definitely forget this stage when they idolize a relationship. Next time I get all sappy and sad because I am single PLEASE remind me how lucky I truly am that I don’t have to play the games.