Gerr.. and not gerrr... hehe
I finally get to tell Jaqui that I know about her making out with Anthony. Yay.. not... I am not excited about that at all. It really sucks. I don't want to tell her that I know, but I already have... so oh well... I thought that she was my sister. I guess not. She told me two days earlier that I should completely trust her no matter what because she would never do anything with Anthony... that was a lie, wasn't it!! Fuckin' 4 people were there, and no one would tell me. Whyyy... I wish you guys would have told me instead of me having to ask around what happened. NOT COOL!!! That hurt when I found out that my 'sister' did that to me. Mom is furious about that..... I have much better things to talk about then that shit...
Okay, My 4 month anniversery was on Thursday. I called Anthony at Midnight on Thursday morning. I talked to him for like 5 hours. It was awersome, I laughed, I cried, I smiled, and I frowned. We started talking at like 12 and we stopped at like 6. so I guess 6 hours we talked. I read the poem he wrote me, and at the top of his head, he told me one. I cried. lol... it was sweet...... He got here before I even woke up. We sat in my room, and I cuddled him, and I started to cry. I don't know why. But then he said "I'm back, Don't worry, I'm back." Then we had to go get a Go-cart of Chads, that he gave to us, and my sister was like "Are you guys going back out??" He was like "No, I'm just over here visiting, duhh..." (Sarcastlclly) Then she said, "why do you guys keep breaking up if you are just gonna go back out??" I don't know the answer to that question. I told him that I don't want to be the reason why he doesn't have his fun... He said not to worry about that. That he was back with me or something. Yesterday, we took Kathleen's kids to the neighborhood pool... and he had fun with them. There were 3 of them, and HE would play with one, and the other two would be like "Anthony! Anthony! ANTHONY!!!!" lol........They had a lot of fun. Then he left, and Tee came over looking for him, lol. I am glad that Anthony spent the night.... I got to cuddle.. lol I was happpppy.
I hate hurting a certain person. She knows who she is. I am sorry that I keep hurting you. I don't want to do that.
You know, it takes a lot for me to dislike someone. And another CERTAIN person did one thing.... that's all it took. That person, I thought was one of my best friends, and she does some stupid thing. Let's say, No one in my house really likes her anymore, me included. SO yeah....
I'm out!
Okay, My 4 month anniversery was on Thursday. I called Anthony at Midnight on Thursday morning. I talked to him for like 5 hours. It was awersome, I laughed, I cried, I smiled, and I frowned. We started talking at like 12 and we stopped at like 6. so I guess 6 hours we talked. I read the poem he wrote me, and at the top of his head, he told me one. I cried. lol... it was sweet...... He got here before I even woke up. We sat in my room, and I cuddled him, and I started to cry. I don't know why. But then he said "I'm back, Don't worry, I'm back." Then we had to go get a Go-cart of Chads, that he gave to us, and my sister was like "Are you guys going back out??" He was like "No, I'm just over here visiting, duhh..." (Sarcastlclly) Then she said, "why do you guys keep breaking up if you are just gonna go back out??" I don't know the answer to that question. I told him that I don't want to be the reason why he doesn't have his fun... He said not to worry about that. That he was back with me or something. Yesterday, we took Kathleen's kids to the neighborhood pool... and he had fun with them. There were 3 of them, and HE would play with one, and the other two would be like "Anthony! Anthony! ANTHONY!!!!" lol........They had a lot of fun. Then he left, and Tee came over looking for him, lol. I am glad that Anthony spent the night.... I got to cuddle.. lol I was happpppy.
I hate hurting a certain person. She knows who she is. I am sorry that I keep hurting you. I don't want to do that.
You know, it takes a lot for me to dislike someone. And another CERTAIN person did one thing.... that's all it took. That person, I thought was one of my best friends, and she does some stupid thing. Let's say, No one in my house really likes her anymore, me included. SO yeah....
I'm out!