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I am hurting in every way possible. It's not easy to let go. I don't want to. I hope I don't have to.
Everyone says that We will just be fuck buddies again.. uhh... I don't think so...
I hope he has a change of heart like he says he will. Maybe. I hope.
I am not just hurting emotionally or mentally, I am also hurting physically. Why does this hurt so bad?
He came over the other day, and I swear, we hugged for 10 minutes. I miss him so much. He has been lying and everything else. I guess I will have to talk to him about it.
Why do guys lie? I miss him........
I just want to hug him, and kiss him, and talk to him. I think he is outta town, so I don't know when I will see him again.
I listen to his music, and I miss him even more. I sometimes think he is waiting in my room for me when I go to bed. Sick I know, But I wish so badly that he would like, knock on my door like right now and I would jump on him and hug him forever.
But this is literally killing me....
To top it allll off...
David asked me out.. eww... He is my friend. Nothing more. Anthony would get upset... I don't want to do that. I wanna get with Anthony, not distance myself. hmph
sigh
Everyone says that We will just be fuck buddies again.. uhh... I don't think so...
I hope he has a change of heart like he says he will. Maybe. I hope.
I am not just hurting emotionally or mentally, I am also hurting physically. Why does this hurt so bad?
He came over the other day, and I swear, we hugged for 10 minutes. I miss him so much. He has been lying and everything else. I guess I will have to talk to him about it.
Why do guys lie? I miss him........
I just want to hug him, and kiss him, and talk to him. I think he is outta town, so I don't know when I will see him again.
I listen to his music, and I miss him even more. I sometimes think he is waiting in my room for me when I go to bed. Sick I know, But I wish so badly that he would like, knock on my door like right now and I would jump on him and hug him forever.
But this is literally killing me....
To top it allll off...
David asked me out.. eww... He is my friend. Nothing more. Anthony would get upset... I don't want to do that. I wanna get with Anthony, not distance myself. hmph
sigh