history means security

Feb 29, 2004 22:43

tell them lies and they will believe you
when you're honest they will deceive you
if you love them they will just leave you
but if you play them they will stay with you

... othats so true and that is the reason i give up on guys and relationships. they're stupid for me. im never satisfied and when he i am they fall in love with a different girl. i really dont think im cut out for the whol dating/boyfriend thing. i just get bored to easily. im jealous of my one friend who seems completely happy with one guy and he is so head over heels for her. it's adorable. but i just dont think it's for me. im never settling ever ever ever again. next guy is going to be i want not just because im being nice or i want a bf or i want to date.. bc im sick of trying to impress someone

and im watching the oscars right now and jamie lee curtis's boobs look soooooo gross... haha i just had to say something bc man oh man they are bleh.. stretch marks and popping out all over bleh

yay one of my dads friends is letting us borrow a labtop while our computer is in the process of being fixed. ha. i try and tell my dad that it is irreparable but he never listens. and i like it bc i can have it out by the tv now or pretty much anywhere but it makes me insane bc there's soo many different keys and the mouse is a little red dot in the middle and i get very confused. there is just way way way to much to update so i will start with yesterday and end it there haha. well laura and i went to outback YAY it was soo good then we went to the mall and i got a pink skirt and then we came home and picked up my sis bc i had to babysit and then we went to target and then over to michaels and then we all went to the mall and laura and i got matching shoes they're soo cute they're hard to explain though and then we took michael home and it was a FUN day =) a day with laura is ALWAYS fun hehe i wanted her to come visit me tonight but she couldn't =(

i love Amy!!
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