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[stargazer_baby]

i have no attachment to these people
i've worked hard not to
and as mean as that sounds its true
they don't enrich my life
they don't make it more meaningful
so i see no use why i should be excited
and its fine that everyone else is
but somedays i would just like people to respect me
for being strong enough to make these choices
and that i'm not going to me nice to someone
just because we grew up together
that i'm nt going to love them just because they are a friend of a friend
so yeah maybe this makes me a bitch
but they aren't my type of people i don't know how else to say it
but i'm sure that they feel the same why
so i don't feel like i'm saying something we all haven't thought about
whatever
its just one weekend...