my brain is mushy from latin

[stargazer_baby]

i'm tired of the people i live with
i think it mostly just has to do with my stress level
actaully i know that is what it has to do with
i'm excited to have the week to myself
i'm not even sad that i'm not going home
i would just like to slum it next week
get some weed
write my directive study
go shopping downtown for the day
go to the second hand bookstore
do things in halifax that i don't get to do
because i work on the weekends
my only time off
i would like to watch the view
in my pjs with a cup of tea
i would like my doctor's app't to go well

i really want to be better
i want to finsih useing my medication
i want to not have to worry anymore
i guess that is the biggest thing
is the worry, the disappointment
at how slow healing can be
but at least i am healing
and at least i have supportive people
it could be worst
and it could be better, but i know that it will get better

i'm good though
i know who i am
i took time to figure it out
and i'm not worried that you are going to take me away from me
i'm not worried about spending sleepless nights alone
because i think your out with someone else
and i don't feel like i need to spend every wakeing moment with you
or call you every night to make sure you are where you said you would be
because for once i actually trust a guy
and for me that is probably the biggest wall a guy has to climb
but when you said okay what movie do you want to rent
you earned my trust...
simple...