im a mess
I'm soooo fucking depressed!! my house is a mess, my dishes need to be done, i need to vaccum and take out the trash, i need to do laundry becuase i have no work clothes..i need a car...i need to start doing something about a couple of major things: ie, actually obtaining a car, moving to the meriden area, and GOING BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!! less than 14 months to actually be in nursing school..a lot less time to actually apply and figure it all out....i know the last feeling i should feel is jealousy when i look at all these people my age..and gulp!! even younger then me...and see that they're nurses (or very close to being on their way) and getting engaged/married and buying houses...but i can't really help it... i feel so under where i'm actually supposed to be at.....
i'm broke too.....i'm so not fun right now... and i have three more days of work before my weekend....
my head hurts to think about all this crap..i want to be able to snap my fingers and have my degree and my liscence....
Tonite: make dinner, watch syriana, relax, go to sleep,
tomorrow: wake up, do dishes, sit-ups, work
i'm broke too.....i'm so not fun right now... and i have three more days of work before my weekend....
my head hurts to think about all this crap..i want to be able to snap my fingers and have my degree and my liscence....
Tonite: make dinner, watch syriana, relax, go to sleep,
tomorrow: wake up, do dishes, sit-ups, work