Soft words of a hello
So i started talking to Aaron again...sort of. Talked to him online for like 30 minutes. it was nice to talk to him since i havent in like 6 months probably. that was all that was said though...hi how are you. nothing more! still...it was nice.
damn that paragraph ^^ was very repetitive. haha
well ryan has decided or come to the conclusion that we just cant be friends. neither of us can do it and when we try we're basically kidding ourselves. so he told me today that hes never gonna call me anymore and that if i wanted to talk hed respond but hes not gonna try anymore. i dont even know what to think about the whole thing. i just wish i wasnt so contrary or so fuckin misunderstood in these situations. i hate being misunderstood when it comes to this stuff b/c i have no way of explaining myself so im kinda in the background, left out. =/ its just difficult to comprehend some of the time.
haha apparently at work David got hit on by these 2 gay guys who came in for a carry out order. wow i wish i wouldnt of been on the phone when that happened. it went completely over my head when i heard that happened. i think he became traumatized. i just think its funny. i gotta hear the story from him though b/c everyone at work will NEVER tell me fuckin anything i dont hear or see for myself. its really mean!
hmm i need to go do some stuff
damn that paragraph ^^ was very repetitive. haha
well ryan has decided or come to the conclusion that we just cant be friends. neither of us can do it and when we try we're basically kidding ourselves. so he told me today that hes never gonna call me anymore and that if i wanted to talk hed respond but hes not gonna try anymore. i dont even know what to think about the whole thing. i just wish i wasnt so contrary or so fuckin misunderstood in these situations. i hate being misunderstood when it comes to this stuff b/c i have no way of explaining myself so im kinda in the background, left out. =/ its just difficult to comprehend some of the time.
haha apparently at work David got hit on by these 2 gay guys who came in for a carry out order. wow i wish i wouldnt of been on the phone when that happened. it went completely over my head when i heard that happened. i think he became traumatized. i just think its funny. i gotta hear the story from him though b/c everyone at work will NEVER tell me fuckin anything i dont hear or see for myself. its really mean!
hmm i need to go do some stuff