Oct 11, 2004 16:58
Things are starting to get REAL complicated. see i told everyone that right when school starts all the stress is gonna hit me like WHAM and its here.
My mom is real depressed. chet told her to get out. but i think the only reason she hasnt left or he hasnt made her is because of me. I dont know whats going on with them. Its starting to worry me a bit but i cant let it get to me....i just have to go with the flow. i have enough shit as it is.
Ryan things i have some sort of problem too which i dont. we kinda almost started fighting today at the end of school. but i walked off. i know it was rude....but i didnt want to fight. then my fuckin ride LEFT ME! ahh that pissed me off.
geesh im makin it sound like i had such a horrible day. i didnt really. it wasnt that bad actually. its just like i said....here comes the stress...im just trying to prepare(as gay as that sounds).
This Incubus song is really could. you should listen to it. i think its called "Consequence"
"blink and you miss a beat. keep one of your eyes at all times. think that youre on the brink, the shit hasnt even begun to hit the fan."
ok he started singing too fast and i couldnt catch up to type the lyrics =)
I listen to them too much...haha