You're the cutest thing I ever did see
hmm work was alright tonight. I was in SUCH a bad mood in the beginning right when i first got there....i almost started crying. but i stayed in the back and did dough b/c i didnt wanna be around anyone or answering phones. but im a little better and more together then i was before.
My mom went on this rampage and her and my stepdad are arguing...she decides to leave and go "out" and she'll "be back later" when she went to fuckin Biloxi to gamble. i dont know whats gotten into her. but i ended up not having a ride home from work. SUCKED! but David came and got me and we hung out. Helped him with his college web course.....even though his is more confusing and in depth/detail about what they want than my Web I class last year..lol..then we just looked at old pictures of him and his friends from Dothan. So my evening turned out good after all. the complete opposite of what i thought it was gonna be. i ended up smiling.
i dont know
sometimes i get SO utterly and so...i cant even think of the word...but Confused with what goes on in my life that I end up not wanting to have a life. (if that makes sense) and GOD school is coming back into my life which is gonna suck BIG MONKEY. school stresses me out like nothing ever could. i hate it.
my heart just hurts really bad right now. my head too (self esteem or whatever the hell it is). i just feel like everything i thought i was or could do or did.....i really dont. im really not who i thought i was or could be. im just me....and i cant seem to learn to like it. i wish it was different...
but anyways
SCHOOL TOMORROW. UGH LATER ON
My mom went on this rampage and her and my stepdad are arguing...she decides to leave and go "out" and she'll "be back later" when she went to fuckin Biloxi to gamble. i dont know whats gotten into her. but i ended up not having a ride home from work. SUCKED! but David came and got me and we hung out. Helped him with his college web course.....even though his is more confusing and in depth/detail about what they want than my Web I class last year..lol..then we just looked at old pictures of him and his friends from Dothan. So my evening turned out good after all. the complete opposite of what i thought it was gonna be. i ended up smiling.
i dont know
sometimes i get SO utterly and so...i cant even think of the word...but Confused with what goes on in my life that I end up not wanting to have a life. (if that makes sense) and GOD school is coming back into my life which is gonna suck BIG MONKEY. school stresses me out like nothing ever could. i hate it.
my heart just hurts really bad right now. my head too (self esteem or whatever the hell it is). i just feel like everything i thought i was or could do or did.....i really dont. im really not who i thought i was or could be. im just me....and i cant seem to learn to like it. i wish it was different...
but anyways
SCHOOL TOMORROW. UGH LATER ON