VEGAS in 4 days = my 21st birthday????
WTF?!?!?!
time is fast as hell

this place is JUICY!!
lets make out rachael....

4.25.08

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rachael light is pretty dope!
umm DOWN!!!

to analyze is to fall
too weak to follow my heart
I cant tell if this lust is real
too lost to even start
Covering my tracks with vices
these emotions run too high
to ask is to beg
yet too strong to deny
half full is where i stand
your skin so soft and fair
i loosely utter these words
i wonder, do you care?

+Made the top 12 at M.I. to audition
+auditioned for The Offspring
-no call back..yet
+chilled with method man in vegas for an hour!
-/+ broke even in vegas
+saw,scott ian, taylor hawkins,dave grohl,vinne paul,ace frehley,les claypool,and paul gilbert
-lots of shit to do in the next month

Swelling in my head are thoughts of dishonor ( Read more... )

Listening ears carry out my plan
A disease sneaks in the back door
i hear a sound but no shadow to belong to
Im pushed away by friends
i need to be SHOVED!!!!

my whole world that i thought existed is breaking beneath me...
PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME, SAVE ME FROM THIS horrible whole i have in my heart.