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its been a while
ive been reading, brushing up on past adventures and lives ive lead.
It feels strange, as if I am so distant now from that far off reality when things where important to me, when i felt such sadness as if i were mourning the death of each little dream i crushed. I dont feel that way now. Although the distance between the here and now and the then and there are quite disillusioning. as if i cant believe what was so utterly important to me then could be such an afterthought now. how could it be?
i keep hearing the dixie chicks song, "i wanna touch the earth, i want to hold it in my hand, i wanna be something wild and unruly"
and it makes me think that maybe we really are just a product of our past, perhaps I cant help but want to uproot myself every so often, because I was born into tumult.
never explain, never apologize.
i have the daunting task before me of writing my personal statement for grad school, and i know it is only daunting because i say it is so. What i believe in my heart of hearts is that, they would be honored to have me.
ive been reading, brushing up on past adventures and lives ive lead.
It feels strange, as if I am so distant now from that far off reality when things where important to me, when i felt such sadness as if i were mourning the death of each little dream i crushed. I dont feel that way now. Although the distance between the here and now and the then and there are quite disillusioning. as if i cant believe what was so utterly important to me then could be such an afterthought now. how could it be?
i keep hearing the dixie chicks song, "i wanna touch the earth, i want to hold it in my hand, i wanna be something wild and unruly"
and it makes me think that maybe we really are just a product of our past, perhaps I cant help but want to uproot myself every so often, because I was born into tumult.
never explain, never apologize.
i have the daunting task before me of writing my personal statement for grad school, and i know it is only daunting because i say it is so. What i believe in my heart of hearts is that, they would be honored to have me.