Everybody had to deal with tough times & now is my turn:(Changes are never easy):

Oct 09, 2005 21:34

Well im doing alright i guess, i have not been on LJ for a long time and i saw Mikhails post about people not using it so i am. Anyways i have been real up set deep down lately because my partents are getting a divorce soon and have been married for 23-24 yrs. but it is a mutual disision, but it's not like they are constanley fighting and yelling atleast, we still live as a family for now, it is just so hard to imagine how my life would be without a father. He is not my real dad but he is the closest ive had to one because i do not even know my real dad and im not sure if he knows of me. And i also live with my Grandma, which still looks about 30 or 40 something so know one would ever of guessed. But i was abused when i was young and was so thanful to be tooked into a real family, and know i feel like thats getting taken away. I know alot of kids have dealt with their parents divorce but i am not as good with dealing with that stuff, and im so happy the way it is, im not one to deal with chnges well at all, espessially when that change is losing someone you love. But ya it's been killing me lately.
I guess ok news for me is that out puppies will be selling soon and if one sells before the dance then my mom is going to get me a dress so i am happy about that.
(MY DAD & I AND MY MOM & I)
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