so much to say so i guess i'll say it
ok well loads of stuff has happened...i guess the oldest thing so far was when i went ot great adventure on the 25th,with kevin,amanda and owen and sum other dude, it was fun but there were no lines so we went on just about everything and it got boring fast... we went on Nitro and right b4 the drop kevin asked me out, he planned it all out and i
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Sometimes you just need to cry in order to get your feelings out.
Hiding behind a smile isn't gonna help. So if you're gonna break down, I'll break down with you. I don't even care if it's in the middle of the hallway in school.
and now i'm being hit on, and i cant understand why, i dont have nething special to offer, i'm not drop dead gorgous, always happy and smiling, i'm not perfect and i'm not like any of those pretty girls in school, smiling, gossiping, it amazes me how i ever get boyfriends, maybe its all sexual, maybe i'm nothing but a goal to be another notch on their bedpost, what makes me me?
Just for the record, I think you're pretty. & I say that in a completely non-sexual way.
You have no idea how many times I've said to myself "Maybe I could get a boyfriend if I wore a miniskirt & a thong & had my boobs sticking out of a way too small shirt." Then I realize that I don't wanna be like that cause it's not me. I'm not perfect, I'm not drop-dead gorgeous, I'm ordinary. There's nothing special about me. & if guys don't like you the way you are, than they're not worth it. We'll have our chance someday.
I wish I could say something to let you know that your sister's ok, but I can't. Cause it's not my place & I don't know that.
I do hope that everything is ok with you. & that the tests come back the way you want them to.
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