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Aug 13, 2002 13:51

i'm feeling pretty down. i feel sick and alone. i have a newborn baby and i have no one to share this joy with. i'm all alone. the funny thing is, when i was like 12 or 13 i thought i'd be married and have this great family. i need to stop giving so much. there are points where i'd move cross country for these men who brake my heart. allison ( Read more... )

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daredevilcomic August 13 2002, 11:53:20 UTC

Well, if you're going to California, make a stop in Kentucky and get me. I'm wanting to get the hell out of here, and a baby doesn't bother me.

starchild22 August 13 2002, 16:11:58 UTC

lol you me and allison, we can raise some hell!!!

Re: daredevilcomic August 13 2002, 19:05:29 UTC

Hey, I'm serious game, too.

starchild22 August 14 2002, 03:34:30 UTC

so am i, with all the shit thats going on here in ny i wanna get out.

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dilacerated August 13 2002, 13:52:41 UTC

:(.. i understand the frustration of not being able to share the joy you have. i'm also right there with you when it comes to failed expectations but recently while thinking about it i came to the conclusion that now's just not the time and that's why it hasn't happened. neither side really is better than the other so i've learned but in the end finding happiness with someone no matter which side you choose is what i wish for you. many *hugs!*

starchild22 August 13 2002, 16:11:00 UTC

it's not the whole sides more or less it's the heart of the person. i want someone who will love me in return.

dilacerated August 13 2002, 16:41:52 UTC

very true about the heart and your want is shared by myself as well.

starchild22 August 14 2002, 03:35:37 UTC

but finding it is hard as hell. oh and i love the new icon.

i know how you feel... blackheart666 August 13 2002, 14:05:24 UTC

i've been in the same position.. doing everything i can to get ready to leave everything here behind for someone, for them to decide I'm no longer worth it because a new shinier toy came along. you deserve to be cherished, whether it's a male or a female doing it... :)

Re: i know how you feel... starchild22 August 13 2002, 16:06:06 UTC

it's hard to find that. most people only wait for the next best thing, they can't just sit and be happy with one person. i'm tired of giving things up for people.

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starchild22 August 14 2002, 03:33:15 UTC

the more i think of it the more i wanna move

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starchild22 August 14 2002, 07:44:41 UTC

europe? i from ny. lol! well it sounds nice, i have a cousin who lives in LA and he say's it's great.

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yo slippedin August 15 2002, 00:28:01 UTC

hey, I don't know how you feel, I don't know how to help, but if ya ever need someone to talk to ya got my attention.

Re: yo starchild22 August 15 2002, 22:40:14 UTC

aww well thanx hon, i just needed to vent and took it out on my LJ:)