down
i'm feeling pretty down. i feel sick and alone. i have a newborn baby and i have no one to share this joy with. i'm all alone. the funny thing is, when i was like 12 or 13 i thought i'd be married and have this great family. i need to stop giving so much. there are points where i'd move cross country for these men who brake my heart. allison this one chick i fooled around with lives in cali and wants me to come live with her, i see no reason why i should stay here. she'd prob make a great father:)