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lets face it. the only reason that im still with him is because i cant be without him. we fight all the time.we dont agree on anything. im unhappy with him most of the time. he does things that he knows hurt me. he doesnt care. i wont so much to just be happy. i want it to be how it used to be. it can never be like that again. obviously. i want to be strong enough to leave him but hes such an important part of my life. im so used to him being around. i guess i love him. i dont even know anymore. i know it hurts when im not with him. but maybe after i just get over the shock ill be ok. i want to fix it. i dont want to have to end it.