Actually everyday is the last straw when it comes to this. But please, if there is one thing i could ask from people... I am asking for people to quit smoking.
Just this. Only this.
See, the problem is that we can't help when it gets worse. And rest assured, it gets worse in the fullest sense of the word. No matter how many millions you have, how many loved ones you have, or how much they love you/you love them... It doesn't help at all. Only makes the process worse in that everybody suffers. And suffer we do. Suffer they do. To the point when every single second is a torture, every single breath is a struggle that leaves them exhausted. And Death drags its feet.
All this happens while i'm (forced) to watch but can't help, repeating/reminding that smoking does kill, but never without suffering. "I told you"s never brought anyone back, so i never say it. And being asked "how much longer they have" is real bitch.
Just, please, for God's sake, don't fucking smoke!