So I pretty much want to find a high ledge and jump...
There are a number of things that I just can't take anymore, but namely:
-Hall council. Honestly. I hate it. It seemed like it would be a NORMAL, NON-TAXING extra-curricular to add to my resume, since I need one for KD anyway. But no, I had to go pick the hall with a friggin PSYCHOPATH as its director... seriously, someone shoot me. She not only expects us to go to meetings on Tuesdays at 9, but also wants me and Amy to go to special "executive council" meetings on Mondays at 11:00 (HELLO?! I WORK FROM 10-5 ON MONDAYS!!) which last literally AN HOUR. OH, and she also wants random "one-on-one" meetings to discuss our positions. Then add the fact that when we discussed socials, I suggested a haunted house place that I know of in Massachusetts. I told Nikki (the psychopath) that I would get her the info about it, assuming that would be it and it woudl be done with. HOLY HELL NO. I gave her the info, which apparently she looked at, and decided that I would be in charge of RUNNING this entire thing... including posters and shit, which, last time I had a meeting with her one-on-one, she said that SHE would make. Plus, if this is really a "hall-council activity," SHOULDN'T PR BE IN CHARGE OF THAT?!?! Anyway, so she completely puts me on the spot in the meeting tonight, and rather than be like "oh yeah, I'm in charge of this whole thing so I should probably have helped out" spent the entire time GLARING at me because the retarded people in hall council didn't listen when we said last time that it was going to be THIS COMING SUNDAY THE 23rd. So then they decided to debate when we should go; this weekend or next? Yes, morons, let's go to a haunted attraction THE DAY BEFORE HALLOWEEN. Good plan... NOT. Oh, and then when no one knew the answers to questions, (which I had pretty much already addressed to begin with), she took the info I had given her to plan the event, and HANDED IT BACK TO ME!!!! Not only that, but it had questions from HER all over it... ok, if you were 24 and the hall director of some college kids who, by the way, are struggling with mid-terms and other stuff at the time, if you had a question or thought one of those kids MIGHT be having a rough time, wouldn't you think the MATURE THING TO DO would be to IM them the questions, or just say "hey, you missed our meeting, could we talk for 5 minutes?" rather than just make them look like a fucking bafoon in front of their peers?! AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!
-Overall Stress Level: Everyone is super stressed right now and I understand that, because I am super stressed right now too. I just wish people would stop taking it out on each other, and realize that it's mid-term and, for most of us, the middle of one of the most stressful years in college. Yes, we are going to be miserable; it happens. A lot of us are going abroad next semester and have a lot of shit to do. Others of us are staying here, but need to sort out other stuff like classes and the fact that, as older kids, we need to take on more responsibilities in all aspects of life. I think we all, (myself included) just need to calm down and eat some chocolate or something. (Yes, I realize that this statement completely goes against my above hall council rant. Too bad; it's my journal, and I can totally be a hypocrite if I want! :-p)
And I am not even getting INTO my personal life, lol, or we'd be here ALL NIGHT!
-Hall council. Honestly. I hate it. It seemed like it would be a NORMAL, NON-TAXING extra-curricular to add to my resume, since I need one for KD anyway. But no, I had to go pick the hall with a friggin PSYCHOPATH as its director... seriously, someone shoot me. She not only expects us to go to meetings on Tuesdays at 9, but also wants me and Amy to go to special "executive council" meetings on Mondays at 11:00 (HELLO?! I WORK FROM 10-5 ON MONDAYS!!) which last literally AN HOUR. OH, and she also wants random "one-on-one" meetings to discuss our positions. Then add the fact that when we discussed socials, I suggested a haunted house place that I know of in Massachusetts. I told Nikki (the psychopath) that I would get her the info about it, assuming that would be it and it woudl be done with. HOLY HELL NO. I gave her the info, which apparently she looked at, and decided that I would be in charge of RUNNING this entire thing... including posters and shit, which, last time I had a meeting with her one-on-one, she said that SHE would make. Plus, if this is really a "hall-council activity," SHOULDN'T PR BE IN CHARGE OF THAT?!?! Anyway, so she completely puts me on the spot in the meeting tonight, and rather than be like "oh yeah, I'm in charge of this whole thing so I should probably have helped out" spent the entire time GLARING at me because the retarded people in hall council didn't listen when we said last time that it was going to be THIS COMING SUNDAY THE 23rd. So then they decided to debate when we should go; this weekend or next? Yes, morons, let's go to a haunted attraction THE DAY BEFORE HALLOWEEN. Good plan... NOT. Oh, and then when no one knew the answers to questions, (which I had pretty much already addressed to begin with), she took the info I had given her to plan the event, and HANDED IT BACK TO ME!!!! Not only that, but it had questions from HER all over it... ok, if you were 24 and the hall director of some college kids who, by the way, are struggling with mid-terms and other stuff at the time, if you had a question or thought one of those kids MIGHT be having a rough time, wouldn't you think the MATURE THING TO DO would be to IM them the questions, or just say "hey, you missed our meeting, could we talk for 5 minutes?" rather than just make them look like a fucking bafoon in front of their peers?! AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!
-Overall Stress Level: Everyone is super stressed right now and I understand that, because I am super stressed right now too. I just wish people would stop taking it out on each other, and realize that it's mid-term and, for most of us, the middle of one of the most stressful years in college. Yes, we are going to be miserable; it happens. A lot of us are going abroad next semester and have a lot of shit to do. Others of us are staying here, but need to sort out other stuff like classes and the fact that, as older kids, we need to take on more responsibilities in all aspects of life. I think we all, (myself included) just need to calm down and eat some chocolate or something. (Yes, I realize that this statement completely goes against my above hall council rant. Too bad; it's my journal, and I can totally be a hypocrite if I want! :-p)
And I am not even getting INTO my personal life, lol, or we'd be here ALL NIGHT!