Somethings will never change...
Here it is, yet another beautiful day outdoors and luckily I have made it to the front yard so I can soak up some of the rays and hopefully allow the universe the moment to expand my mind and heart. Here I sit, under this beautiful, weepy tree and think about this time by myself. I can appreciate spending time alone..... but sometimes it gets too lonely for comfort. A hole that I cant seem to pull myself out of. Without you around I feel incomplete.... My only problem is I dont know who "You" is. I have a pretty good idea, but maybe I am so wrong. I have made the decision, I'll let you call the shots. I'm over setting the rules to this game, and feeling like I play the game fairly well... yet I get the short end of the stick. I'm not wanting to think about you.... I'm not wanting to miss you like I do.... But everything in me thinks about how amazing laying under this tree with you would be like. I think from this point on, I will let you figure it out. In the meantime, here I will be.... laying under this sprawling tree, listening to the birds chirp and watching the breeze slightly push the hair away from my face.