Apr 12, 2011 00:38
I feel re-born... I cant really explain why or how. It seems I lost myself and hit rock bottom in a place that I didn't know... everything seems so different. like if i'm watching thing with a new set of eyes. and whats funny? I'm happy. The long awaited question ... the long balance... the inner peace... I found it. Somehow I found the Lord again. And it feels good. I love my kids, I've found a connection with my husband once more... and it all comes to something a dear friend said once... and its true, ive changed. ive gone through a self finding quest per say. i live now for my kidos and force myself to have more of a voice. the problem was always me... until i changed myself... until i totally lost myself ... thats when i found myself :)