So *what* if I have a guilty concious?
I can't take it. I always feel like you're pointing the finger at me. Why? No good reason. It feels like everyone's pointing the finger at me. I can't wait to graduate. I can't wait to grow up and move away. UPJ isn't far but it's far enough to get away from the place I'm beginning to hate the most. An hour and a half...&I'm GONE. UPT too. Far
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I don't know if this is about me, but I'm saying this regardless. I didn't mean anything by what I said to you today. I wasn't accusing you, or blaming you. I was just stating that I think that whoever started that "crew" has way too much time on his hands. I think it's bullshit that people talk about someone who isn't there to defend himself. So when he told me that you asked him if you could join, I thought "Amber wouldn't do that" but he reassured me. Of course I believe your word over his any day, therefore I sincerely trusted you when you told me you had no part in it and you think it's just as lame as I do. So in the end, I gained respect for you, as opposed to losing it. I agree with you when you say it's wrong of him to threaten, but it's just as wrong to be immature and catty.
In conclusion, I miss you. I miss freshman + sophomore year when we went to football games and hung out constantly. I miss going to the mall or hanging out, eating pizza, or whatever we did to entertain ourselves. Senior year is shitty so far, and I'm ready to leave just as much as the next person, but while we have to stay in this god damn school, lets make it the most fun it can be. I'm sick of drama and petty fights, I want this to be the best fucking year ever.
I love you, Amber.
-Melanie
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