So Much To Say.. So Listen..
Well.. I don't even know where to start since it has been forever since my last post. I guess I'll just start with this upcoming weekend.. I can't wait.. Brian and I are leaving for Spokane, Washington Friday and we'll be back on Sunday. It is a very short trip, but I have some things I would like to take care of, as well as introducing him to my parents.. My mom and step dad are really excited about this whole trip.. I am too, to be honest.. I just hope I can get to see everyone in the short time I have.
Brian has been the best ever to me.. I feel so lucky to have someone who cares so much about me, and what's going on in my life. I also am so happy that any problem I seem to be having in my life, Brian has a way that makes it so easy to avoid, and so easy to overcome. He has taught me so much during our.. 3 months.. (almost) I am completely retarded for him and I LOVE IT!
News.. News.. News..
Well, Ember's life-long strike on being very adamant about NOT having kids.. and NOT getting married has just bursted.. literally. Stickky has managed to create another life on planet Earth. This was quite a surprise to everyone I know. Our parents were pretty excited/nonchalant about it. (which to me.. is kind of weird) Well, I'm gonna be Auntie Star... I don't think I mind that too much.. I just hope everything works out for them.
Prom.. My first.. My last.. My everything..
It was a blast to get all dressed up and feel all pretty and girlie. I haven't worn a dress in.... pretty much forever.. Everyone looked great! Aryabeth in her belly dancing costume, Alisha all pretty (as always though) and Hillary, Ethan dressed like a girl.. Everything was priceless. Brian looked so cute in his black shirt/black button & pink tie.. We did pretty good together.. It was funny because we didn't really plan on going to prom and taking the Queen & King Title with us. Even though it was appreciated on my part, it was kind of embarrassing.. Brian definitely wasn't too thrilled about it at all. He kept griping about it the whole time. I guess he didn't even want to get up on stage.. Which I kind of agree, it was kind of intense.. And quite possibly another couple/person(s) deserved it for their efforts. But needless to say the title is Mine.. all mine.. After Prom we went to Billy Os and the PRO Queen was bought a drink by a stranger across the bar. AWESOME! Ever since that night I have had a cold though.. The price you pay I suppose. I haven't smoked since because I just feel as if my lungs are collapsing.
Home.. SWEET! Home..
Ahhh.. My room.. my bed.. my laptop.. my stuffed animals.. My clothes.. mine.. Mine.. MINE!!!! I absolutely love being home. It feels so good to be able to come home and sit where ever the fuck I would like and not have to worry about being in someone else's space. I am so happy that I am not living in a one bedroom apartment with 2 other people anymore. That was fucking nuts! My own space was needed so very badly. I must say that my bed fucking rocks.. I love love love LOVE it! It is a very good bed for me.. I have such a good time with my bed.. okay enough talk about my bed it is making me all hot..
Well I don't think I can write anymore after expressing so much about fucking on my bed.. I mean my fucking bed.. I mean FUCK!
Someone please slap me in the face.. I think it is time for bed..
Brian has been the best ever to me.. I feel so lucky to have someone who cares so much about me, and what's going on in my life. I also am so happy that any problem I seem to be having in my life, Brian has a way that makes it so easy to avoid, and so easy to overcome. He has taught me so much during our.. 3 months.. (almost) I am completely retarded for him and I LOVE IT!
News.. News.. News..
Well, Ember's life-long strike on being very adamant about NOT having kids.. and NOT getting married has just bursted.. literally. Stickky has managed to create another life on planet Earth. This was quite a surprise to everyone I know. Our parents were pretty excited/nonchalant about it. (which to me.. is kind of weird) Well, I'm gonna be Auntie Star... I don't think I mind that too much.. I just hope everything works out for them.
Prom.. My first.. My last.. My everything..
It was a blast to get all dressed up and feel all pretty and girlie. I haven't worn a dress in.... pretty much forever.. Everyone looked great! Aryabeth in her belly dancing costume, Alisha all pretty (as always though) and Hillary, Ethan dressed like a girl.. Everything was priceless. Brian looked so cute in his black shirt/black button & pink tie.. We did pretty good together.. It was funny because we didn't really plan on going to prom and taking the Queen & King Title with us. Even though it was appreciated on my part, it was kind of embarrassing.. Brian definitely wasn't too thrilled about it at all. He kept griping about it the whole time. I guess he didn't even want to get up on stage.. Which I kind of agree, it was kind of intense.. And quite possibly another couple/person(s) deserved it for their efforts. But needless to say the title is Mine.. all mine.. After Prom we went to Billy Os and the PRO Queen was bought a drink by a stranger across the bar. AWESOME! Ever since that night I have had a cold though.. The price you pay I suppose. I haven't smoked since because I just feel as if my lungs are collapsing.
Home.. SWEET! Home..
Ahhh.. My room.. my bed.. my laptop.. my stuffed animals.. My clothes.. mine.. Mine.. MINE!!!! I absolutely love being home. It feels so good to be able to come home and sit where ever the fuck I would like and not have to worry about being in someone else's space. I am so happy that I am not living in a one bedroom apartment with 2 other people anymore. That was fucking nuts! My own space was needed so very badly. I must say that my bed fucking rocks.. I love love love LOVE it! It is a very good bed for me.. I have such a good time with my bed.. okay enough talk about my bed it is making me all hot..
Well I don't think I can write anymore after expressing so much about fucking on my bed.. I mean my fucking bed.. I mean FUCK!
Someone please slap me in the face.. I think it is time for bed..