i miss you already....
i miss Ricky! Ok, this may sound dumb but tonight i dont get to see him until way late. I know it doesnt sound so bad but were together every day which we are *very* lucky for, so when im not with him, i miss him a lot. He has this dumb thing to go to with Mike Stagel today and me and his mom are going to go Christmas shopping when she gets out of work. I have to call her around 6 and then she is coming to pick me up. I hope we dont have to go to the Palisades Mall, i HATE that mall!! Nanuet has become my third home. lol I think im there more then Jenna and she works there! haha.
i know that you are something special
to you i'll be always faithful
Baby I love you so freakin much
I love him so much its crazy. I get sick of people so easy and its not like that at all with him, he means so much to me. This has been the best year of my whole life. Dont get me wrong, we have had our hard times like in the begining but he has changed so much and become even more amazing then i ever could have imagined. I dont think he gives himself enough credit. I've been kinda upset the last few days, my mom is stressing me out with this Sean bullshit and i really miss my little brother. I wasnt too nice to him when he was here and now hes not and i feel like shit! I hate my step dad!! they didnt need to go so far away and its not fair! And they wont let him call and shit. No matter what, he will always be my brother! His step mom is such a cunt! excuse the bad words here but im upset. gr!
aww Ricky just called me and he was like have fun, im glad ur hanging out with my mom, you need to know you're mother inlaw better. haha i misssssssss himmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..gr!
~Kk~ i gotta go get ready now. I'll write more when i get home tonight. xoxo
i know that you are something special
to you i'll be always faithful
Baby I love you so freakin much
I love him so much its crazy. I get sick of people so easy and its not like that at all with him, he means so much to me. This has been the best year of my whole life. Dont get me wrong, we have had our hard times like in the begining but he has changed so much and become even more amazing then i ever could have imagined. I dont think he gives himself enough credit. I've been kinda upset the last few days, my mom is stressing me out with this Sean bullshit and i really miss my little brother. I wasnt too nice to him when he was here and now hes not and i feel like shit! I hate my step dad!! they didnt need to go so far away and its not fair! And they wont let him call and shit. No matter what, he will always be my brother! His step mom is such a cunt! excuse the bad words here but im upset. gr!
aww Ricky just called me and he was like have fun, im glad ur hanging out with my mom, you need to know you're mother inlaw better. haha i misssssssss himmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..gr!
~Kk~ i gotta go get ready now. I'll write more when i get home tonight. xoxo