i am SO fuckin pissed!!
I feel like punching my fuckin mom in her face right now!! She calls here being loud and annoying while im laying down, then she comes home DRUNK OFF HER ASS being so fuckin annoying and i flipped on her, shes screamin and shit then the phone rings and i see that its a city number so i pick it up cuz Sean isnt supposed to be calling here and guess who it was...SEAN! So i didnt hang up and i listen and she tells him that I yelled at her for being with him and all this shit and that i know she was with him the last 2 weeks..WHAT?! So he beats the shit out of her, locks her in his house and made my dog a nervous wreck and she goes back with him?! She is so fuckin dumb and it makes me fuckin sick! I swear, now that i know that..if she says one word to me again im knocking her the fuck out. Fuck this shit. I cant take it! I call my grandma and she tells me to grow up and lock myself in my room and go to sleep. OMFG!! I didnt even go out of my room!! Her drunk ass is banging on my door being fuckin loud. I cant take my grandma, this is all her fault, my mom needs to be locked up and NOT be able to drink and NOT be able to do drugs. Sean is a fuckin nut job and shes saying all this shit to him knowing he is this way. FUCK HER. Im so pissed. AHH just fuckin wait until tomorrow. WAIT! Im done. im not living like this.
Im out...im gunna try to pass out. I wish more then anything that Ricky was here with me cuz then i would have someone to talk to insted of this journal. i miss him. :(
Im out...im gunna try to pass out. I wish more then anything that Ricky was here with me cuz then i would have someone to talk to insted of this journal. i miss him. :(