Forgiveness (Confession pt2)
Title: 'Forgiveness'===>Continuation Of Confession oneshot
Author:
star_drop8
Length: Oneshot
Character(s): Dbsk (including Junsu)
Pairing(s): Jaeho >.<
Rating: R
Genre: angst, tragedy, mind!picker
Summary: The aftermath of the horrible act committed against his one love. Will the guilt eat him alive? Will revenge be sought for the death of Jaejoong?
Junsu stands by his promise: when he says he will always be by his brother's side.
Yunho strives to seek forgiveness as the real culprits try to conceal their crime.
Will whatever that's in the darkness, finally step foot into the light?
*A/N: I had so much requests for a part 2 to the oneshot posted as 'Confession' so i happily obliged and delivered lol. I just hope it satisfies my readers and is as good as the first part. I also hope you all will enjoy reading this update. Yes I put Junsu in and he i more of the main character I should say....haha....and I'm so happy with all th comments!! I hope I receive just as much for this one as well!! Hugsies to all!! Thankx so berry much!! ^_^
*Dedicated to: mishiro_san and all my other commenters on the confession oneshot!!
Click here to witness the confession====> I Confessed
There he was. Sitting amongst others inside the church. Watching the priest speak his words of the person that laid within the coffin. Jaejoong. His Jaejoong. His former love. He looked down at his feet as the priest continued rambling on. The reaction of Jaejoong when he had told him of what he had done. It all came back to him.
*F/b*
"Why do you think I poisoned you?" He told the person in the bed. The time had come. Jaejoong confessed of his doings. So why not do the same?
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"Wh-wh-what??" Jaejoong choked out the question. It was hard to see that beautiful face of his; now that it was being swallowed by the tears that were overflowing from his red stained eyes. How could fate be so cruel? Was this his reward for being so committed; no devoted to a love he had believed so much in? Well right now; this very moment, he had his answer. "Yu-Yunho..." He tried to reach out to Yunho.
"Shh..you close your eyes and it'll all be over with." Yunho told him, trying to hold back tears of his own. He watched as the other walked away from the bed, leaving his side; as he, himself was leaving this world; a world that had come to crush down on him so hard. It was now time to welcome that darkness that has been waiting to overtake his body into eternal bliss. "Yunho....I love...." His lids became heavy; finally concealing those mesmerizing eyes of his. Eyes that had been imprinted into the back of Yunho's mind. Eyes that would never be forgotten, even at this last moment together.
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"Yunho....I love...." He heard the other say, but never got to speak the last word. He closed the door behind him. He made his way to the kitchen, attempting to call 911 to report his husbands death. Slowly picking up the receiver, dialing the three numbers. After waiting a few seconds for a response, the operator had answered. '911, what seems to be the emergency?'. Hesitating to speak; becoming excessively nervous of the consequences he might encounter if they were to discover that he was behind the death of a loved one; he hung up the phone quickly. "Forgive me Jaejoong." He whispered before leaving his house.
*end*
'He loved you.'
'How could you do such a thing.'
'Didn't you love him?'
Voices were in his head; his conscious taunting him. Reminding him repeatedly of the crime he had committed. He turned to his left. There was Junsu, Jaejoong's brother; with tears brimming at his eyes.
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He watched as Changmin went up to the stand to speak his farewell. "Jaejoong....he was a lovable person..." Changmin began. Junsu just stared at him as he spoke. Anger; sadness; taking over. He then turned to see Yunho looking his way. Their eyes met; not blinking a whole minute; until finally, he decided to face away from his brother-in-law. He and Jaejoong we closer than anyone in the world could possibly be. He quickly had flashbacks of his cheerful brother.
*f/b*
"Junsu come taste my cupcakes!!" Jaejoong ran up to Junsu, who had been watching his regular programs on the television. "Freshly made out of the oven." Jaejoong smiled widely as Junsu took a cupcake from the tray.
"Hmm....hyung, this is good!!" Junsu exclaimed, extending a hand to grab another. The attempt resulted in his hand being smacked away. Jaejoong just shook a finger at him, bringing the tray with him back into the kitchen. "Can't I have one more?"
"Not until after dinner." Jaejoong said firmly, setting the tray by the window. "Come sit with me in the kitchen." Jaejoong called for Junsu to join him. Junsu came in to see Jaejoong smiling brightly.
Being curious as to what could make his brother smile this way he asked, "Hyung, is there something you would like to share with me?" Jaejoong just looked away, covering his cheeks, for he was too excited and overwhelmed of what had happened earlier that day.
"Yunho confessed." Jaejoong exclaimed happily, looking up in a dreamy state. "Hyung!! That's great! I'm so happy for you right now!" Junsu got up from his seat, hugging his older brother. Jaejoong returned the hug.
"Junsu." Jaejoong spoke. Junsu looked up to face him. "Hmm?"
"Promise to always be by my side, no matter what?" Jaejoong asked, awaiting his younger brother's answer.
"Of course I'll always be by your side. You have my word." Junsu responded, the hold on his brother becoming tighter.
*end*
Junsu inhaled deeply, slowly exhaling as he remembered the day Jaejoong came to him; hysterical; screaming; shaking. Junsu knew what those three men had done, he had not once doubted Jaejoong's words because not once had Jaejoong lied to him. Ever since then, he vowed to seek revenge for his brother. The minute he heard what Jaejoong told him, he wanted to go ahead and tell Yunho, but Jaejoong had made him promise that he wouldn't. And he kept his promise until that one day, when he went to visit the couple. Junsu had came to see how things were, and when he had asked Yunho of Jaejoong's where-about's, Yunho had broken down right infront of him. 'He-he's dead Junsu!! He's dead.' Were his words to Junsu, as he fell down to his knees, shaking. That was when Junsu told Yunho the whole story of what had happened; what had really happened to Jaejoong.
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"I am sure that we all are going to miss dear Jaejoong, very, very much."
There he was, now listening to Yoochun say his bit of words; shifting in his seat as he stares at Yoochun's lips moving in slow motion; as if everything around him is now slowly coming to a stop. How could he be so ignorant? So untrusting? Junsu had told him what Jaejoong was unable to explain. He had believed those three. And now he regretted it. Too late for forgiveness now. He betrayed the one who had done so much for him. It was just matter of time now.... He was growing uneasy listening to these people talk. Yoochun had finished, and his father had now stepped
up infront of everyone.
"Jaejoong...what is there to say??" His father voiced. Sweat began trickling down his forehead. Hands were shaking. Who knew his guilt; his loves death could weigh so heavily on his mind; his heart?
'He loved you.' There the voice was again.
"The day my son had taken Jaejoong's hand in marriage....I could tell that was the happiest day of both their lives...." The father continued.
'You deserve no forgiveness what so ever for what you have done.'
"Jaejoong...." The father sighed. "I always considered him as one of my own..."
'May you be damned to hell. You killed him.' Yunho couldn't take anymore of these lies.
"Bullshit!!" Yunho stood up, interrupting his father's words. Everything came to a pause. All heads turned to see Yunho walk up to the bed Jaejoong would now sleep in for the rest of his days. He caressed the cold cheek. He traced his finger over the lips; lips that had lost their redness; lips he wished to taste again.
"Yunho, man, we all know how you feel. It's okay to be upset." Yoochun walked up and placed a hand on Yunho's shoulder. Shivering at the contact, Yunho pushed Yoochun back.
"Get you filthy god-forsaken hands off of me!! You disgust me!" Everyone was surprised at Yunho's sudden outbreak. Yunho advanced towards the other. He suddenly felt another pair of hands, trying to pull him back. "Changmin...don't act clueless now!!" Yunho turned and smacked his brother in the face.
"Yunho, I suggest you tone it done a bit! Calm down! That's an order!" His father yelled from the alter.
"Oh please just stop it with the act already!!" Junsu had walked up to the four. "Your secret is now out. Don't try to hide what you did." He held closely to his pocket.
"And what is this secret that you speak of?" The father asked, stepping down to confront Junsu.
"I said, cut the act." Junsu stated monotonously as he pulled out a gun from his pocket. Screams. Shouts. Cries could be heard as the people surrounding them could see Junsu wave the gun frantically in the air; twirling it around his fingers. "Everyone, out." He ordered.
Soon after that, it was just the five of them inside the church.
"Step away from my brother." Junsu ordered. "You've caused enough damage to him as it is. What more do you plan on doing? He's already dead thanks to you three!" Junsu shouted.
"Yunho, what is the meaning of this!? Tell your friend here to lower his gun." Changmin asked of his brother. Yunho just snickered at him.
"Why should I? You know...I should be the one holding the gun. You all have tricked me. And you've stained the one thing I had. You had your way with him and decided to twist things into what you wanted me to believe! And I was the fool!! I believed you all too! You all are supposed to be my family and this is what you do?!" Yunho walked back over to the coffin, closing the lid. "I don't want you to be disturbed." Yunho whispered to the dead corpse. "You caused me to kill him! I poisoned him for god's sake!!"
"You what?!" Junsu pointed the gun to Yunho. Yunho hadn't told Junsu the entire story behind Jaejoong's death. He didn't want to see Junsu's reaction. And here he is, pouring his guts out, relieving himself of guilt; but, no matter what, there was always a bit left, tugging at his insides; eating his heart away.
Junsu couldn't believe the people he was now standing with. He was surrounded by liars; sinners. And what a perfect place to be to redeem them of their evil. And what better place to take revenge. He will avenge his brother. He will keep his promise.
"Yunho, you are miss understanding things..." Yoochun tried to sweet talk him. Yunho just shook his head, draining the words out of his head.
"You're lying!!" Junsu pointed the gun to Yoochun. "Jaejoong told me everything!! And you!!" He pointed the gun back to Yunho. "How could you!! That was my brother dammit!! You took away what I had left in this world!! Give me one good reason I shouldn't pull the trigger on you right now!!" Junsu beckoned the other.
"Because, unlike the other three before you, I know what I've done and I've grown to hate myself for it. I'll be leaving now. If you want, you can shoot me. But, do it as I turn my back. That's the best way to do it. Because that is what I did to Jaejoong; I did it behind his back. But, do it before I step foot out of here because once I am out of this church, you won't see me anymore. So take care and do what you have to do." Yunho told Junsu as he began walking away from them. As he strolled away, he slipped his hand into Junsu's pocket, dropping an object.
"You're letting him go?!" Changmin asked unbelieving. Junsu just smiled before opening his mouth once more.
"He's not at fault here. You all are. I forgive him. And you know what?" Junsu asked.
"What?" Mr. Jung questioned in a rude manner.
"You'll never get away with what you did. You can be sure of that." Junsu assured the three.
"That's impossible. You have no proof!!" Yoochun snickered, drawing closer. Soon he was being squared into a corner by all three. Junsu, being unphased by his current situation, smiled again.
"Oh really? Well for you Mr. Jung, you're actions done to my brother, have been caught on tape which I have in my car."
"What?! I had burned any possible evidence!!" Mr. Jung was now backing away. His plan being foiled, his nervousness beginning to show through his eyes. He thought that Jaejoong wouldn't have told. He thought no one would ever find out of what happened; of what he did; of what he convinced his own son to do; of the damage he caused to their marriage.
Junsu had obviously plotted their downfall. There was no way he could get away now. Karma had it's ways. He was now being the target.
"But, you have nothing on us." Yoochun claimed; sought of in a proud state. He thought there was no possible way; no way, no how, Junsu could prove him guilty of rape. Of molestation. Of provoked murder.
"You fucked my brother senselessly, did you not?" Junsu asked bluntly, not holding any thoughts; anger; hatred back.
"Yes and I enjoyed every minute of it. Your brother was weak. He deserved it. Death was his reward and he accepted it easily. Aren't you glad he died without pain?" Yoochun had the nerve to ask.
"Yoochun..." Changmin tried to warn the other. He found it risky for the other to confess of his doings so quickly; without hesitation at that.
"No, let him say what he has to say." Junsu insisted, taking his gun and smacking it against Yoochun's head. "You asshole. He did die painfully. He endured way more than he could've handled. He took in all pain that could've possibly existed; all provided by you three just so he could protect Yunho!! Yunho!! Does that even make you have some type of
regret? Remorse? Of course it doesn't. I mean you betrayed someone so close to you. And you!!" Junsu turned away from the now bleeding Yoochun, to face Changmin. "That is your brother!! You still have your brother! But, because of you, mine is laying motionless in that damn box!!" Junsu pointed a shaking finger at the coffin. "We should all feel
ashamed! We are in god's house, infront of a good being; a being who used to laugh and smile and love!! Damn you all!!"
"Don't act as if you haven't committed anything horrible." Changmin told Junsu. "And I'm sure as hell, Jaejoong wasn't a pure soul. He had it coming and I gave it to him. And I do not regret not one moment...." Changmin leaned closer. "Of your brother whimpering, whithering, moaning when my dick pounded into his teared up hole. If only you could've seen
it. If only you could've heard it. I'm sure he enjoyed it deep down. Deep down, he wanted more. Jaejoong is; was no angel. He was a whore. A fucking man whore. And I'm sure you are probably one as well. Wouldn't you like to find out?" Changmin asked Junsu, whose face was now flaming red. Fist forming from his right hand as he held tightly to the gun in his left.
"Changmin!! That's enough now!!"
"Oh father please. How about you shut the fuck up!! You did just the same as what I have done!! Are you letting down because you are at risk for being jailed now? Well that is your problem. Not mines." Changmin stated with no sign of concern. Then, there it was, a sudden wave of pain to his left cheek.
"You're right when you say that I am not innocent. No I am not. If so, I wouldn't be here right now, gun in my hand, ready to blast your brains out! But, you are wrong to say such things about my brother!! My brother was nowhere near that!! You three are low down, dirty bastards. All of this, just to bring misery to Yunho's life?! Well great job you guys! You've succeeded!! And as a bonus, here lays a dead body. A result of your devious plan just to get back at Yunho!!" Junsu was now exasperating heavily. Huffing. Heart beating fast. Eyes shifting back and forth to each person standing before him. Finger still at the trigger.
"But, as I said before. You have no proof of me and Yoochun. Your words mean nothing. Your actions are worthless against us. You won't pull the trigger." Yoochun smirked, cupping Junsu's chin. "I agree with Changmin actually; we should see if you are just as good as Jaejoong."
"Yoochun!!" Mr. Jung shouted. Ever since Junsu had spoke of having Mr. Jung on tape, having his way with Jaejoong, he had been on his toes, his neck on a rope. The rest of his life to be spent behind rusty bars.
"Shut up all of you!!" Junsu ordered. "The police will be arriving any minute now. So just stay put. As for your answer...." He paused quickly when he heard the sirens outside. "And here they are. Now as your answer. I have something that will hold against you." He pulled the object out of his pocket. "It's still recording as I speak. Everything you've said. All on this small tape. You're caught." He pressed stop. He rewound it. Replayed it infront of them.
'I'm sure as hell, Jaejoong wasn't a pure soul. He had it coming and I gave it to him. And I do not regret not one moment....' Changmin's voice played on the tape.
"Someone reported a killing?" A group of officers entered the church.
The three tried to run for it, but the officers blocked the exit. Junsu walked up to them.
"Where are you all going? You three are not the ones who will be arrested." Junsu looked back at the coffin. "You see Jaejoong, I promised. And the promise was kept. I'll always be by your side. I finally avenged you. Rest in peace now okay?" Junsu spoke out loud before returning his attention to the others. "I don't believe Yunho has forgiven you three....but you what to know what?" Junsu asked, finger twitching. "I forgive you." Junsu smiled, pressing the trigger. One bullet to Mr. Jung's head. Another to Changmin's. The third one rested in Yoochun's chest. Now laid all three bodies, bloodied up on the ground. "Officers," Junsu dropped the gun, putting his arms out. "You may now arrest me."
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He was in his car. He had been there since he left Junsu in there. He knew Junsu wouldn't had pulled the trigger on him. But, he had heard those three shots; most likely coming to the conclusion that the three were now dead; thinking to himself that he would soon meet up with them again. In hell. There was no way he could live in the after life with his one and only. It was out of the question now, his name now listed in the black book. He doesn't deserve heaven.
He looked up, out the window to see the police lead Junsu out in handcuffs. Junsu eyes met with his once again; giving a smile. Yunho returned the gesture. He somehow now felt relieved. But, that bit of guilt, still laid within him. The time was drawing close. He had meant what he said when he said he wouldn't be seen after he walked out of that church.
*f/b*
*Just this morning*
"Jaejoong...I now know what has to be done. Justice needs to be sought out for what has been done to you. For what I had done. Your death will be avenged." Yunho took the needle and stuck it towards his forearm; the tip piercing his skin;clear liquid traveling through his veins. "I hope you accept this as my apology."
*end*
He injected himself with his own guilt. His guilt to be the cause of his death. The foreign substance finding it's destination, Yunho felt a pain within his chest. Breathing becoming shorter. Heart stopping just in time, when everything had been sought out.
"Forgive me." His head landed on the steering wheel. The horn could be heard from his car. Everyone long gone, not to notice the dead body now occupying the drivers seat.
Author:
star_drop8
Length: Oneshot
Character(s): Dbsk (including Junsu)
Pairing(s): Jaeho >.<
Rating: R
Genre: angst, tragedy, mind!picker
Summary: The aftermath of the horrible act committed against his one love. Will the guilt eat him alive? Will revenge be sought for the death of Jaejoong?
Junsu stands by his promise: when he says he will always be by his brother's side.
Yunho strives to seek forgiveness as the real culprits try to conceal their crime.
Will whatever that's in the darkness, finally step foot into the light?
*A/N: I had so much requests for a part 2 to the oneshot posted as 'Confession' so i happily obliged and delivered lol. I just hope it satisfies my readers and is as good as the first part. I also hope you all will enjoy reading this update. Yes I put Junsu in and he i more of the main character I should say....haha....and I'm so happy with all th comments!! I hope I receive just as much for this one as well!! Hugsies to all!! Thankx so berry much!! ^_^
*Dedicated to: mishiro_san and all my other commenters on the confession oneshot!!
Click here to witness the confession====> I Confessed
There he was. Sitting amongst others inside the church. Watching the priest speak his words of the person that laid within the coffin. Jaejoong. His Jaejoong. His former love. He looked down at his feet as the priest continued rambling on. The reaction of Jaejoong when he had told him of what he had done. It all came back to him.
*F/b*
"Why do you think I poisoned you?" He told the person in the bed. The time had come. Jaejoong confessed of his doings. So why not do the same?
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"Wh-wh-what??" Jaejoong choked out the question. It was hard to see that beautiful face of his; now that it was being swallowed by the tears that were overflowing from his red stained eyes. How could fate be so cruel? Was this his reward for being so committed; no devoted to a love he had believed so much in? Well right now; this very moment, he had his answer. "Yu-Yunho..." He tried to reach out to Yunho.
"Shh..you close your eyes and it'll all be over with." Yunho told him, trying to hold back tears of his own. He watched as the other walked away from the bed, leaving his side; as he, himself was leaving this world; a world that had come to crush down on him so hard. It was now time to welcome that darkness that has been waiting to overtake his body into eternal bliss. "Yunho....I love...." His lids became heavy; finally concealing those mesmerizing eyes of his. Eyes that had been imprinted into the back of Yunho's mind. Eyes that would never be forgotten, even at this last moment together.
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"Yunho....I love...." He heard the other say, but never got to speak the last word. He closed the door behind him. He made his way to the kitchen, attempting to call 911 to report his husbands death. Slowly picking up the receiver, dialing the three numbers. After waiting a few seconds for a response, the operator had answered. '911, what seems to be the emergency?'. Hesitating to speak; becoming excessively nervous of the consequences he might encounter if they were to discover that he was behind the death of a loved one; he hung up the phone quickly. "Forgive me Jaejoong." He whispered before leaving his house.
*end*
'He loved you.'
'How could you do such a thing.'
'Didn't you love him?'
Voices were in his head; his conscious taunting him. Reminding him repeatedly of the crime he had committed. He turned to his left. There was Junsu, Jaejoong's brother; with tears brimming at his eyes.
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He watched as Changmin went up to the stand to speak his farewell. "Jaejoong....he was a lovable person..." Changmin began. Junsu just stared at him as he spoke. Anger; sadness; taking over. He then turned to see Yunho looking his way. Their eyes met; not blinking a whole minute; until finally, he decided to face away from his brother-in-law. He and Jaejoong we closer than anyone in the world could possibly be. He quickly had flashbacks of his cheerful brother.
*f/b*
"Junsu come taste my cupcakes!!" Jaejoong ran up to Junsu, who had been watching his regular programs on the television. "Freshly made out of the oven." Jaejoong smiled widely as Junsu took a cupcake from the tray.
"Hmm....hyung, this is good!!" Junsu exclaimed, extending a hand to grab another. The attempt resulted in his hand being smacked away. Jaejoong just shook a finger at him, bringing the tray with him back into the kitchen. "Can't I have one more?"
"Not until after dinner." Jaejoong said firmly, setting the tray by the window. "Come sit with me in the kitchen." Jaejoong called for Junsu to join him. Junsu came in to see Jaejoong smiling brightly.
Being curious as to what could make his brother smile this way he asked, "Hyung, is there something you would like to share with me?" Jaejoong just looked away, covering his cheeks, for he was too excited and overwhelmed of what had happened earlier that day.
"Yunho confessed." Jaejoong exclaimed happily, looking up in a dreamy state. "Hyung!! That's great! I'm so happy for you right now!" Junsu got up from his seat, hugging his older brother. Jaejoong returned the hug.
"Junsu." Jaejoong spoke. Junsu looked up to face him. "Hmm?"
"Promise to always be by my side, no matter what?" Jaejoong asked, awaiting his younger brother's answer.
"Of course I'll always be by your side. You have my word." Junsu responded, the hold on his brother becoming tighter.
*end*
Junsu inhaled deeply, slowly exhaling as he remembered the day Jaejoong came to him; hysterical; screaming; shaking. Junsu knew what those three men had done, he had not once doubted Jaejoong's words because not once had Jaejoong lied to him. Ever since then, he vowed to seek revenge for his brother. The minute he heard what Jaejoong told him, he wanted to go ahead and tell Yunho, but Jaejoong had made him promise that he wouldn't. And he kept his promise until that one day, when he went to visit the couple. Junsu had came to see how things were, and when he had asked Yunho of Jaejoong's where-about's, Yunho had broken down right infront of him. 'He-he's dead Junsu!! He's dead.' Were his words to Junsu, as he fell down to his knees, shaking. That was when Junsu told Yunho the whole story of what had happened; what had really happened to Jaejoong.
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"I am sure that we all are going to miss dear Jaejoong, very, very much."
There he was, now listening to Yoochun say his bit of words; shifting in his seat as he stares at Yoochun's lips moving in slow motion; as if everything around him is now slowly coming to a stop. How could he be so ignorant? So untrusting? Junsu had told him what Jaejoong was unable to explain. He had believed those three. And now he regretted it. Too late for forgiveness now. He betrayed the one who had done so much for him. It was just matter of time now.... He was growing uneasy listening to these people talk. Yoochun had finished, and his father had now stepped
up infront of everyone.
"Jaejoong...what is there to say??" His father voiced. Sweat began trickling down his forehead. Hands were shaking. Who knew his guilt; his loves death could weigh so heavily on his mind; his heart?
'He loved you.' There the voice was again.
"The day my son had taken Jaejoong's hand in marriage....I could tell that was the happiest day of both their lives...." The father continued.
'You deserve no forgiveness what so ever for what you have done.'
"Jaejoong...." The father sighed. "I always considered him as one of my own..."
'May you be damned to hell. You killed him.' Yunho couldn't take anymore of these lies.
"Bullshit!!" Yunho stood up, interrupting his father's words. Everything came to a pause. All heads turned to see Yunho walk up to the bed Jaejoong would now sleep in for the rest of his days. He caressed the cold cheek. He traced his finger over the lips; lips that had lost their redness; lips he wished to taste again.
"Yunho, man, we all know how you feel. It's okay to be upset." Yoochun walked up and placed a hand on Yunho's shoulder. Shivering at the contact, Yunho pushed Yoochun back.
"Get you filthy god-forsaken hands off of me!! You disgust me!" Everyone was surprised at Yunho's sudden outbreak. Yunho advanced towards the other. He suddenly felt another pair of hands, trying to pull him back. "Changmin...don't act clueless now!!" Yunho turned and smacked his brother in the face.
"Yunho, I suggest you tone it done a bit! Calm down! That's an order!" His father yelled from the alter.
"Oh please just stop it with the act already!!" Junsu had walked up to the four. "Your secret is now out. Don't try to hide what you did." He held closely to his pocket.
"And what is this secret that you speak of?" The father asked, stepping down to confront Junsu.
"I said, cut the act." Junsu stated monotonously as he pulled out a gun from his pocket. Screams. Shouts. Cries could be heard as the people surrounding them could see Junsu wave the gun frantically in the air; twirling it around his fingers. "Everyone, out." He ordered.
Soon after that, it was just the five of them inside the church.
"Step away from my brother." Junsu ordered. "You've caused enough damage to him as it is. What more do you plan on doing? He's already dead thanks to you three!" Junsu shouted.
"Yunho, what is the meaning of this!? Tell your friend here to lower his gun." Changmin asked of his brother. Yunho just snickered at him.
"Why should I? You know...I should be the one holding the gun. You all have tricked me. And you've stained the one thing I had. You had your way with him and decided to twist things into what you wanted me to believe! And I was the fool!! I believed you all too! You all are supposed to be my family and this is what you do?!" Yunho walked back over to the coffin, closing the lid. "I don't want you to be disturbed." Yunho whispered to the dead corpse. "You caused me to kill him! I poisoned him for god's sake!!"
"You what?!" Junsu pointed the gun to Yunho. Yunho hadn't told Junsu the entire story behind Jaejoong's death. He didn't want to see Junsu's reaction. And here he is, pouring his guts out, relieving himself of guilt; but, no matter what, there was always a bit left, tugging at his insides; eating his heart away.
Junsu couldn't believe the people he was now standing with. He was surrounded by liars; sinners. And what a perfect place to be to redeem them of their evil. And what better place to take revenge. He will avenge his brother. He will keep his promise.
"Yunho, you are miss understanding things..." Yoochun tried to sweet talk him. Yunho just shook his head, draining the words out of his head.
"You're lying!!" Junsu pointed the gun to Yoochun. "Jaejoong told me everything!! And you!!" He pointed the gun back to Yunho. "How could you!! That was my brother dammit!! You took away what I had left in this world!! Give me one good reason I shouldn't pull the trigger on you right now!!" Junsu beckoned the other.
"Because, unlike the other three before you, I know what I've done and I've grown to hate myself for it. I'll be leaving now. If you want, you can shoot me. But, do it as I turn my back. That's the best way to do it. Because that is what I did to Jaejoong; I did it behind his back. But, do it before I step foot out of here because once I am out of this church, you won't see me anymore. So take care and do what you have to do." Yunho told Junsu as he began walking away from them. As he strolled away, he slipped his hand into Junsu's pocket, dropping an object.
"You're letting him go?!" Changmin asked unbelieving. Junsu just smiled before opening his mouth once more.
"He's not at fault here. You all are. I forgive him. And you know what?" Junsu asked.
"What?" Mr. Jung questioned in a rude manner.
"You'll never get away with what you did. You can be sure of that." Junsu assured the three.
"That's impossible. You have no proof!!" Yoochun snickered, drawing closer. Soon he was being squared into a corner by all three. Junsu, being unphased by his current situation, smiled again.
"Oh really? Well for you Mr. Jung, you're actions done to my brother, have been caught on tape which I have in my car."
"What?! I had burned any possible evidence!!" Mr. Jung was now backing away. His plan being foiled, his nervousness beginning to show through his eyes. He thought that Jaejoong wouldn't have told. He thought no one would ever find out of what happened; of what he did; of what he convinced his own son to do; of the damage he caused to their marriage.
Junsu had obviously plotted their downfall. There was no way he could get away now. Karma had it's ways. He was now being the target.
"But, you have nothing on us." Yoochun claimed; sought of in a proud state. He thought there was no possible way; no way, no how, Junsu could prove him guilty of rape. Of molestation. Of provoked murder.
"You fucked my brother senselessly, did you not?" Junsu asked bluntly, not holding any thoughts; anger; hatred back.
"Yes and I enjoyed every minute of it. Your brother was weak. He deserved it. Death was his reward and he accepted it easily. Aren't you glad he died without pain?" Yoochun had the nerve to ask.
"Yoochun..." Changmin tried to warn the other. He found it risky for the other to confess of his doings so quickly; without hesitation at that.
"No, let him say what he has to say." Junsu insisted, taking his gun and smacking it against Yoochun's head. "You asshole. He did die painfully. He endured way more than he could've handled. He took in all pain that could've possibly existed; all provided by you three just so he could protect Yunho!! Yunho!! Does that even make you have some type of
regret? Remorse? Of course it doesn't. I mean you betrayed someone so close to you. And you!!" Junsu turned away from the now bleeding Yoochun, to face Changmin. "That is your brother!! You still have your brother! But, because of you, mine is laying motionless in that damn box!!" Junsu pointed a shaking finger at the coffin. "We should all feel
ashamed! We are in god's house, infront of a good being; a being who used to laugh and smile and love!! Damn you all!!"
"Don't act as if you haven't committed anything horrible." Changmin told Junsu. "And I'm sure as hell, Jaejoong wasn't a pure soul. He had it coming and I gave it to him. And I do not regret not one moment...." Changmin leaned closer. "Of your brother whimpering, whithering, moaning when my dick pounded into his teared up hole. If only you could've seen
it. If only you could've heard it. I'm sure he enjoyed it deep down. Deep down, he wanted more. Jaejoong is; was no angel. He was a whore. A fucking man whore. And I'm sure you are probably one as well. Wouldn't you like to find out?" Changmin asked Junsu, whose face was now flaming red. Fist forming from his right hand as he held tightly to the gun in his left.
"Changmin!! That's enough now!!"
"Oh father please. How about you shut the fuck up!! You did just the same as what I have done!! Are you letting down because you are at risk for being jailed now? Well that is your problem. Not mines." Changmin stated with no sign of concern. Then, there it was, a sudden wave of pain to his left cheek.
"You're right when you say that I am not innocent. No I am not. If so, I wouldn't be here right now, gun in my hand, ready to blast your brains out! But, you are wrong to say such things about my brother!! My brother was nowhere near that!! You three are low down, dirty bastards. All of this, just to bring misery to Yunho's life?! Well great job you guys! You've succeeded!! And as a bonus, here lays a dead body. A result of your devious plan just to get back at Yunho!!" Junsu was now exasperating heavily. Huffing. Heart beating fast. Eyes shifting back and forth to each person standing before him. Finger still at the trigger.
"But, as I said before. You have no proof of me and Yoochun. Your words mean nothing. Your actions are worthless against us. You won't pull the trigger." Yoochun smirked, cupping Junsu's chin. "I agree with Changmin actually; we should see if you are just as good as Jaejoong."
"Yoochun!!" Mr. Jung shouted. Ever since Junsu had spoke of having Mr. Jung on tape, having his way with Jaejoong, he had been on his toes, his neck on a rope. The rest of his life to be spent behind rusty bars.
"Shut up all of you!!" Junsu ordered. "The police will be arriving any minute now. So just stay put. As for your answer...." He paused quickly when he heard the sirens outside. "And here they are. Now as your answer. I have something that will hold against you." He pulled the object out of his pocket. "It's still recording as I speak. Everything you've said. All on this small tape. You're caught." He pressed stop. He rewound it. Replayed it infront of them.
'I'm sure as hell, Jaejoong wasn't a pure soul. He had it coming and I gave it to him. And I do not regret not one moment....' Changmin's voice played on the tape.
"Someone reported a killing?" A group of officers entered the church.
The three tried to run for it, but the officers blocked the exit. Junsu walked up to them.
"Where are you all going? You three are not the ones who will be arrested." Junsu looked back at the coffin. "You see Jaejoong, I promised. And the promise was kept. I'll always be by your side. I finally avenged you. Rest in peace now okay?" Junsu spoke out loud before returning his attention to the others. "I don't believe Yunho has forgiven you three....but you what to know what?" Junsu asked, finger twitching. "I forgive you." Junsu smiled, pressing the trigger. One bullet to Mr. Jung's head. Another to Changmin's. The third one rested in Yoochun's chest. Now laid all three bodies, bloodied up on the ground. "Officers," Junsu dropped the gun, putting his arms out. "You may now arrest me."
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He was in his car. He had been there since he left Junsu in there. He knew Junsu wouldn't had pulled the trigger on him. But, he had heard those three shots; most likely coming to the conclusion that the three were now dead; thinking to himself that he would soon meet up with them again. In hell. There was no way he could live in the after life with his one and only. It was out of the question now, his name now listed in the black book. He doesn't deserve heaven.
He looked up, out the window to see the police lead Junsu out in handcuffs. Junsu eyes met with his once again; giving a smile. Yunho returned the gesture. He somehow now felt relieved. But, that bit of guilt, still laid within him. The time was drawing close. He had meant what he said when he said he wouldn't be seen after he walked out of that church.
*f/b*
*Just this morning*
"Jaejoong...I now know what has to be done. Justice needs to be sought out for what has been done to you. For what I had done. Your death will be avenged." Yunho took the needle and stuck it towards his forearm; the tip piercing his skin;clear liquid traveling through his veins. "I hope you accept this as my apology."
*end*
He injected himself with his own guilt. His guilt to be the cause of his death. The foreign substance finding it's destination, Yunho felt a pain within his chest. Breathing becoming shorter. Heart stopping just in time, when everything had been sought out.
"Forgive me." His head landed on the steering wheel. The horn could be heard from his car. Everyone long gone, not to notice the dead body now occupying the drivers seat.