it always happens to me
Today, I was awken by my sweet little sister Juliah at 9. by 10 we left and headed for Indy. THere was this birthday party there for Juliah and some other cousins, so I thought I would "tag" along and see what kind of good food I could get my hands on. haha Yeah, so the party was fine, some of my little cousnins I hadn't seen for so long I didn't know their names. I have way to many to keep track of. BUt I have to comment on one cousin named Joe. He is 4, he has glasses, and he is the cutest litle kid you will ever lay eyes on. AHHH! I LOVE HIM! haha
SO I got home around 4 and got ready and I headed for the Sons BasketBall game. YAHOOO! hahaha
Yeah the game was really fun, or should I say, FORGET THE GAME! ITS ALL ABOUT THE PEOPLE! I mean since when have i cared about basketball? Ummmm since.........hhmm let met think.......nEVER?
SO, I have alot on my mind right now. I have put my self in a position where I don't date. How weird that might sound to some, and how strange it might sound to others, that is what I have said. And right now, I am sticking to it. Please don't read any of this and think I am trying to be cocky, because if you think that, that is not my point of writting any of this, my point is to get my feelings out, and maybe some people will understand where I am going with all of this. So, ok! I am starting. Many guys have asked me out, and many have told me they like me. I can't say that for every one I havn't liked him. There have been alot where its like the class clown or just not attractive at all, but then, you occasionally are hit on by the good ones. haha Its not like you wanna say "I'M NOT GOING TO DATE! I DON'T DATE! SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONe!" Of course I have never said that before. But it seems like I have lost many guy friends that once liked me, once they find out they cant date me, they stop talking to me. I don't think they realize that maybe I have feelings. No, not for them esp. but I mean, just because I can't date you doesn't mean I maybe don't like you just as a friend, what if I do like you more then a friend, but knowing I am not going to date, I push those feelings aside and move on. Then the other person moves ib, and that person believes that I never liked him, but maybe I did. I think I get saddened some times because most people don't ever realize alot of what I am feeling. Many think they know me by just my words but if you got in side my head, it would be different. My writing all of this, is nothing new. I found out all of this a long time ago. But for some reason, I just felt like actually getting it out of my brain and on to something else tonight. Answer to your question: No, I don't like anyone right now. I havn't for a while. I honestly try to stay away from liking, liking, some one, because I just get so messed up in the head. Its weird. How dating can be so simple to one prson, but so complex to another. Maybe that other is just me. yeah, me agaisnt the world. ohhhh but life goes on. ANd please, whoever you are, reading this, remember: everthing I have just written was written non directly. If you are taking offense, you have problems, Because, no, this was not to you. This was to me.
SO I got home around 4 and got ready and I headed for the Sons BasketBall game. YAHOOO! hahaha
Yeah the game was really fun, or should I say, FORGET THE GAME! ITS ALL ABOUT THE PEOPLE! I mean since when have i cared about basketball? Ummmm since.........hhmm let met think.......nEVER?
SO, I have alot on my mind right now. I have put my self in a position where I don't date. How weird that might sound to some, and how strange it might sound to others, that is what I have said. And right now, I am sticking to it. Please don't read any of this and think I am trying to be cocky, because if you think that, that is not my point of writting any of this, my point is to get my feelings out, and maybe some people will understand where I am going with all of this. So, ok! I am starting. Many guys have asked me out, and many have told me they like me. I can't say that for every one I havn't liked him. There have been alot where its like the class clown or just not attractive at all, but then, you occasionally are hit on by the good ones. haha Its not like you wanna say "I'M NOT GOING TO DATE! I DON'T DATE! SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONe!" Of course I have never said that before. But it seems like I have lost many guy friends that once liked me, once they find out they cant date me, they stop talking to me. I don't think they realize that maybe I have feelings. No, not for them esp. but I mean, just because I can't date you doesn't mean I maybe don't like you just as a friend, what if I do like you more then a friend, but knowing I am not going to date, I push those feelings aside and move on. Then the other person moves ib, and that person believes that I never liked him, but maybe I did. I think I get saddened some times because most people don't ever realize alot of what I am feeling. Many think they know me by just my words but if you got in side my head, it would be different. My writing all of this, is nothing new. I found out all of this a long time ago. But for some reason, I just felt like actually getting it out of my brain and on to something else tonight. Answer to your question: No, I don't like anyone right now. I havn't for a while. I honestly try to stay away from liking, liking, some one, because I just get so messed up in the head. Its weird. How dating can be so simple to one prson, but so complex to another. Maybe that other is just me. yeah, me agaisnt the world. ohhhh but life goes on. ANd please, whoever you are, reading this, remember: everthing I have just written was written non directly. If you are taking offense, you have problems, Because, no, this was not to you. This was to me.