There is been something I've been meaning to do, I am dying to tell you, I've been so damn sad...
I have come to realize, that in a very non-alcoholic way, really, I don't have a problem...
But I have realized that life just seems to drive me to the drink. So either the drink stays, or the life goes.
Long days are long, and something can make them even longer. A beer when it starts winding down is a great way to help relax the mind. Wednesdays and Thursdays are my longest days in the week. Wednesdays are roughly 12 hour days for me, and Thursdays are 10-11 hour days. It was nice to hang out with Tom after everything today and just kick it with some beer and Soul Caliber.
I do so dearly wish I could turn my brain off some days, but it seems that whenever I am about able to do so, life gives me a big fuck you and kicks it back on. It is quite frustrating that every time I feel like I have taken a good step forward, something happens to make me realize that I have gone nowhere really. At least, that is exactly what it feels like.
But I have realized that life just seems to drive me to the drink. So either the drink stays, or the life goes.
Long days are long, and something can make them even longer. A beer when it starts winding down is a great way to help relax the mind. Wednesdays and Thursdays are my longest days in the week. Wednesdays are roughly 12 hour days for me, and Thursdays are 10-11 hour days. It was nice to hang out with Tom after everything today and just kick it with some beer and Soul Caliber.
I do so dearly wish I could turn my brain off some days, but it seems that whenever I am about able to do so, life gives me a big fuck you and kicks it back on. It is quite frustrating that every time I feel like I have taken a good step forward, something happens to make me realize that I have gone nowhere really. At least, that is exactly what it feels like.