WhatIReallyMeantToSay
now i remember why i hate lea so much. yea so we jus beent talkin as friends for like less than a week. lately shes been kinda nice but i knew that shit wouldnt last. and of course i was right. she asks me to come over today n chill, n i said maybe i will. then she adds in, bring me some money so i can get to work. i was going to go there as well as give her the money without question, but something told me not to do it this time. she called me before i could call her, then i tell her im not comin by, she starts to cuss me out and then says dont worry ill get it from someone else. thanx for cussin me out. thanx for throwin another bitch in my face. when shes not working all she does is get high in the daytime, and get drunk at night till the following morning. i fucking hate her lifestyle. i am no1 to judge. i have a very open mind but shes slowly killing herself. i kno shes not happy. i just wish i didnt care. i was doing a really good job at ignoring her. but i dunno. i hate the fact its either all or nuthing. i cant be with her, i dont even love her in that way nemore. i dont know why i bother i really dont. im only hurtin myself by sticking around. she will never change and i know it. she gets a kick outta hurtin my feeling and making me cry. we seen each other 2 days, and made me cry 1 outta the 2. we also fought 2 out of the 2. this i guess is a reassurance that me n her are not supposed to be friends. It kinda sux when this person was ur complete everything for awhile then disappears, comes back. takes ur heart builds it up, breaks it down, crushes it and plays with it for a bit.
I love yoyo so much its kinda ridiculous. me n lea were inseperable, n she was the one person that took me away, into reality. everyone tried. no1 was capable. she didnt even kno she was doin it. she says we started unstable but i disagree...
"Let Me Go"
One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go
I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me go...
Let me go
And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I know...
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go
And you love me but you don't
Jasmine called to say hi today.shes a great kid. i cant wait to see her. i gotta plan shit for us to do. def wont be goin to ne clubs or meeting ne ppl who r fucking tards or just questionable.
I love yoyo so much its kinda ridiculous. me n lea were inseperable, n she was the one person that took me away, into reality. everyone tried. no1 was capable. she didnt even kno she was doin it. she says we started unstable but i disagree...
"Let Me Go"
One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go
I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me go...
Let me go
And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I know...
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go
And you love me but you don't
Jasmine called to say hi today.shes a great kid. i cant wait to see her. i gotta plan shit for us to do. def wont be goin to ne clubs or meeting ne ppl who r fucking tards or just questionable.