complaining is my JOB
first thing.so yeah.best news ever. my mom has 3 cists just chillin in her ovaries. ovarian cancer? whats up! thats amazing... shes the last person in my life that i need to lose right now. there stil diggin n searchin tho.
second thing. ive decided yolanda hates me. here are the things she cant stand. im overly affectionate. super touchy feely.same thing maybe... i complain too much. im 17. i constantly assume things. im light skinned.ima sexaholic(with her only).im verbal, i need to hear it. i eat organic food. i do yoga. she hates love. i dont. she doesnt believe in it. i do. .
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or maybe im just being overly sensative... that could be it. or just that assuming quality is coming into play. i cant help the way i am
goofy,fun loving,likes to be touched,wants to be loved, wants to be in love, i love soy!
all good things come in time, and u can usually plan them and see a twinkle of plans progressing. right now i have a block. i dont know how im supposed to feel because i dont know how she does.
i kno i want to love her n be al googly eyed with her. but she doesnt want that because being googly eyed in love "doesn't accomplish anything".
i love you. im sorry