Jul 26, 2009 09:07
I've been having a really good time these past few weekends. Even when I'm just sitting around bullshitin at Lil 5 Pizza. I just cant belive I'm actually content with things for the moment. Such a strange feeling to not always have to be worried about everything. Sad thing is I'm so not use to it that I start looking for things to worry about. Gotta love how the human mind works. You train your mind so long to prepare for war that when the war dont come you just stay paranoid. But I've been going to shows, hanging with good friends, meeting new ones, and generally having fun keeping the ol' psyche busy so I dont go crazy.
This weekend I went out to Night Vision, had shoot last night where I made a lil pocket money that I will be recieving today and today all I have to do is laundry and relax.
Met a pretty ace chickadee Friday at Night Vision as well. She's a friend of Mary's and Dani's, named Courtney. Has a great mind on her, guess she would have to since she's a school teacher and comes from a family of psychologists. Very intelligent and even though we were in blarring music I managed to have one of the most indepth "getting to know you" conversations I've had in ages. It all came very natural and I think we hit it off pretty well. I managed to get her number at the end of the night, but I admit I was nervous so everytime I tried putting it in my phone I screwed up, so I was just like "o.k. damn it just write it down." And she digs me too which is always good, how do I know this you might ask? Cause she told me. Hell yeah, my kinda lady. Finally one that knows how to communicate, is self-aware and knows how to speak her mind on things. I was starved of any sort of opinions or straight up decisiveness for so long that to meet someone that will come right out with things is so fekkin refreshing that its almost amazing to me. Guess we'll have to see where this goes.
Things are looking up and I'm enjoying it. Just sux that football season is coming up and I really dont want to shoot that crap. I finally have insurance now so I can get my teeth fixed and get new contacts. And after I get all that done I will be looking for a new gig. Doubtful I'll find anything, cause no one is hiring in this economy, but I've got a few things to look up and hopefully one will pan out. O.K. enough with the talk, we're all caught up and I need to enjoy my coffee and do laundry.
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