Sometimes You Just Gotta Live...

[standxalone]

Things have been going pretty damn well for the past few weeks. I've had freelance gigs with extra cash coming in, I've managed to get my flat in order finally, I got a great new tv system, works been doing fine with no bitching really. I dunno what to make of all this. I can say I'm content, and its a strange feeling, one I'm not use to. I'm finally sort of settling into things and its scary. I'm not use to this. It's been drama drama drama since I moved down for college close to 10 years ago. I've craved stability but have never found it. And while I cant really say what I am is stable, I'm the closest I've ever been to it.

Now if I can just keep myself from worrying when the next shoe is gonna drop and just enjoy this feeling for a while I'll be ace.