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very tired...felll a sleep in my car today at the mall, in the parking lot...loser I am....any way Stefani called me this morning, I couldnt believe it...I was actually happy the rest of the day after I heard her voice...well, ya know me....happy is contempt...I didnt feel like quitting my job after she called, thats how hopeless I was....any way I am tired, ahhh, stupid dad is standing in the kitchen, its making me feel like I'm on fire, I dont want to stay in here any longer, already sweating....oh, slams his bedroom door....does he not realize any of this bullshit he does? asshole.