Aug 02, 2005 21:56
I wish i was as strong as i say I am.. i wish i didnt have to act like im tough and can handle it. I wont do anything that i would regret but I know inside i want to.
*three sleepless nights, this isn't how its supposed to be, but you're so good at taking your time, to give back to me
*i will wait for you forever, if you would just ask me, i thought that i could change you, but you changed me
*it doesnt feel right, holding someone elses hand, together on phone lines, living at two opposite ends
*it scares me to think that you could find takers, other than me and better than me, but your head is elsewhere, and i'm talking enough for both of us, when will you see its not so easy for me
*you were careless and whispered insulting and bruising, and i thought that you said things were improving, these laces are untied, i fall from your eyes, your eyes i trusted, you said forever
*i never thought you could say these words, is this really happening, don't say that we can still be friends
*how can you take all these days, and throw them away, as i sit here waiting for you, i stay up at night, until the stars leave the sky, walk away from me, this night is done
^written by a wonderful writer more commonly known to most as josh.