update
20 days ago i started working. today i'm off.
during that time my work took me to comox, where i attended the games event, before arriving at nanaimo to take more grad pictures, before packing up everything and getting on a ferry to squamish, where i took pictures all week.
i had to tell my boss what to do, yet again, and during my time in squamish, i realized that i stopped caring.
working on the assumption that not caring = bad work habits, this is the real moment i need to let my boss know that there is no way i'll be sticking around, and that i want to get more involved with the old school long term dreams i've always had.
btw, i woke up today and wanted to curl up and pretend the world never exists. it couldve been the hangover. i just kept drinking last night.
today, i've spent sewing and painting. things look good. and theres a new tuque in my life. Dillen, i'll be getting yours back to you soon.
as long as things continue like this, seagirt fight practice seems miles away, (btw welcome Allan and Mikayla) and i've no idea what the plan is for fight practice tomorrow.
council soudns nice, but i know that my mood isnt for the meeting, its for the time after the meeting where we all sit around and stuff..
and since fightings so fun, i think i'll continue with this line of logic and have a beer instead of council, and after a short amount of time stop by my favorite seneschal's conveniently after the meeting, yet still in time for a brief summary and tea.
meanwhile i think my bills are due. or overdue. or something due.
during that time my work took me to comox, where i attended the games event, before arriving at nanaimo to take more grad pictures, before packing up everything and getting on a ferry to squamish, where i took pictures all week.
i had to tell my boss what to do, yet again, and during my time in squamish, i realized that i stopped caring.
working on the assumption that not caring = bad work habits, this is the real moment i need to let my boss know that there is no way i'll be sticking around, and that i want to get more involved with the old school long term dreams i've always had.
btw, i woke up today and wanted to curl up and pretend the world never exists. it couldve been the hangover. i just kept drinking last night.
today, i've spent sewing and painting. things look good. and theres a new tuque in my life. Dillen, i'll be getting yours back to you soon.
as long as things continue like this, seagirt fight practice seems miles away, (btw welcome Allan and Mikayla) and i've no idea what the plan is for fight practice tomorrow.
council soudns nice, but i know that my mood isnt for the meeting, its for the time after the meeting where we all sit around and stuff..
and since fightings so fun, i think i'll continue with this line of logic and have a beer instead of council, and after a short amount of time stop by my favorite seneschal's conveniently after the meeting, yet still in time for a brief summary and tea.
meanwhile i think my bills are due. or overdue. or something due.