Jan 16, 2006 20:10
I watched it end. The endless cycle of fucked up relationship bullshit. The two people who I cared about more than most. The two that I thought would make it work even when it seemed like it wouldn't.
let's quit the bullshit. I'm talking about abbey and ryan.
And I held her hand and steered the car while she realized that she couldn't take it anymore. that it finally hurt more to be with him than it would to be without him.
I've never been so disappointed in a boy. I've never watched someone throw something good away. I've never seen such a coward. I've never had my heart break for someone else's pain.
but we'll get through it. yea, I said we. because when it comes down to it, I'm not as selfish, or as free as I thought. and I don't want to be. Here's to the end of all that you held dear, all your plans and dreams and all the shit you put up with for something that's never really going to happen. there is no happy ending down that road. so we'll build a new one. some relationships last forever, and they're never the ones you expected to.