When I'm the GOD!
That moment of ethernal joy when I get response from the editor!
Undescribable...
It means I'll have this fun, this joy, this pleasure - and I'm gonna indulge in it.
In words, in languages, in translations, in their remarks, in striving to perfection - redoing, trying, feeling, thinking, deciding - about the most suitable, the best possible word and phrase in each and every case.
Really, I'm creating something new, something, that never existed before.
I'm giving birth, I'm just like God.
It's one of the best things in this world.
Like having lunch with old good friend and reminiscencing about shared past.
Like watching anime that takes your heart and soul out of this world and into something else, different, much greater, much closer to your true self.
Like learing new kanji (why have I dropped Japanese? stupid, stupid me).
Like meeting understanding after trying to express yourself desperately.
Like reading great fanfic about your beloved characters.
Ai, there are things that bring me joy. And they sure make me feel like I'm God - I can do anything!
Thank me, for being brave enough to suggest myself, and thank them for accepting me and really working with me!
And especially thank them for sending today their comments :))
A couple of hours of undescribable pleasure awaits me, right here and right now ;)