Note to Self:
Ignore the last entry and go to the one before it.
It holds true.
I love him I love him I love him.
Ugh.
But I'm smarter this time...I haven't told him yet.
I would like to quote you, Evan, darling:
Evan (11:41:16 PM): i want you to be happy
Angela (11:41:23 PM): me?
Evan (11:41:27 PM): more than anyone else
Evan (11:41:36 PM): i want you to be happy
This makes me happy.
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Also, Jake talked to me today.
He said he was sorry.
He said things...like he used to a long time ago.
He said caring things.
I'm so happy I'm crying.
Tears of happiness.
He said...he was sorry. I didn't think he would ever do that. But..he did. He acknowledged that he's the reason we haven't talked in so long. And we talked...like we were old friends.
Old tears mingle with new tears...
It's weird.
But wonderful.
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Also...just so I can read this over and over and over again:
Evan (11:56:24 PM): being jelous for you is stupid, youve fucking got me
Evan (11:56:41 PM): more than any girl has ever had me, youve fucking got me
Evan (11:56:53 PM): i dont get it
Evan (11:56:56 PM): i dont get it at all
Evan (11:57:05 PM): its almost inexplainible
Evan (11:57:17 PM): how fucking much youve got me
Evan (11:57:50 PM): that girl from the pic i sent you has been flirtacous with me
Evan (11:58:00 PM): i drive girls like danielle through illinois
Evan (11:58:10 PM): and yet YOUR the one who gets me
Evan (11:58:26 PM): how the fuck is this happening
Evan (11:59:02 PM): your not at all what i normally go for
Evan (11:59:11 PM): and i dont get how you had a chance with me
Evan (11:59:21 PM): and yet YOUR the one who suceeds with me
Angela (11:59:34 PM): that's the ticket, really.
G4TVnerd (11:59:39 PM): i'm unexpected.