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[staleyg]

so i had to bail at lunch yesterday to go home and sleep. rescheduled my therapy session for monday. napped for 4 hours and felt like i was just getting started when i had to get up and get the kids and do dinner, evening activities, bath, bed, etc. tried to go to bed at 10 but couldn't sleep. watched most of "kept" from 11-12 and tried to sleep

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[loolica]

i went through waves of resentment with nursing isobel. in the last three months of nursing (basically after i went back to work) it was really bad.

what i did was, the first time it got really bad, i told myself that it was the last week of nursing, that i would wean her over the course of that week. by the end of the week, i was ok with it again. it happened twice more, and i did the same thing each time. the thing for me was that she was at the point where she was only nursing once a day anyway, and i'd begun to believe that the burning waves of hostility that were emanating from me every time she clamped on my boob were pretty much undoing any benefit of breastfeeding.

anyway, i just wanted to say that if you've had enough, it's ok to end it, you know?