Jul 08, 2005 15:34
so i had to bail at lunch yesterday to go home and sleep. rescheduled my therapy session for monday. napped for 4 hours and felt like i was just getting started when i had to get up and get the kids and do dinner, evening activities, bath, bed, etc. tried to go to bed at 10 but couldn't sleep. watched most of "kept" from 11-12 and tried to sleep again. laid in bed at 2am and tried not to think about it being 2am. did not cry when satch woke up at 5:45am and jiro woke up at 6am.
wtf?
i blame the fireworks. i let dh talk me into taking the kids downtown on saturday night. we didn;t get them in bed until midnight! nothing has been right since!
i hate straying from the schedule!
but the fireworks were fun.
god.
i hope things get back to normal soon.
i am starting to resent nursing in addition to resenting bedtime.
sleep