...I don't see how that has anything to do with the subject.....other than being bitterly remenesent....Theres more to life than past memory....when you look at your life and only see the faint echos of your memories and thoughts you need to get out and create new memories...such as doing something crazy.
the thing you need to realize about me...is no matter how hard i try, i dwell...no matter how many new memories i make, the old ones all still matter to me...
at times i fear i will go insane, because i do not know how to let go...losing is to painful to me, and it happens all to often...and i never let go of a lose...no matter how long...
part of me always holds onto things it should not...
hmmm...Have you ever been called masicistic? Have you ever seen a phycologist about this? Mourning lose is normal, one must mourn to let that lose pass...Maybe it just takes you longer to mourn?
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at times i fear i will go insane, because i do not know how to let go...losing is to painful to me, and it happens all to often...and i never let go of a lose...no matter how long...
part of me always holds onto things it should not...
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yes, i have been alled masicistic.
i knowq i need to mourn...i just do for so long...
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