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i actually have decent hours, tho i stil wish i worked more.
i miss having someone...that you just knew every morning before you got up and every night before sleep...that they were just there for you...liked you.....maybe even loved you...
i never question why things happen the way they do...but i hate my life now that i actually have things to regret.
i waste my life taking care of someone who all but takes me for granted.
and i push away the ones i love...the ones who may love me..the ones i never give a chance to know me...
becasue i fail to see a point...
all i want is to lay down and die this night...
but i am 100% positive i will wake tomorrow...nothing solved, nothing gained...
life really is a circle until someone wakes you from your path...and then you just find another circle and repeat.
i miss having someone...that you just knew every morning before you got up and every night before sleep...that they were just there for you...liked you.....maybe even loved you...
i never question why things happen the way they do...but i hate my life now that i actually have things to regret.
i waste my life taking care of someone who all but takes me for granted.
and i push away the ones i love...the ones who may love me..the ones i never give a chance to know me...
becasue i fail to see a point...
all i want is to lay down and die this night...
but i am 100% positive i will wake tomorrow...nothing solved, nothing gained...
life really is a circle until someone wakes you from your path...and then you just find another circle and repeat.