proud
know what I want world?? besides for Sara to be happy.
I want to be Someone's EVERYTHING... can you even imagine that feeling?? someone that calls you every morning cause they're thinking about you, or someone that calls you every night because they won't sleep well without hearing your voice. Can you just imagine having someone who misses you every second they're not with you. Maybe some people think that's obsessive... but there is a difference... I think it's a beautiful thing if two people do that for each other. An incredibly beautiful thing. that's what I would like, that's what I need and crave. To feel special to someone, and to not have to ask for them to tell me I'm special or important to them. I don't think it means much when I have to prompt someone to call me at a certain time, or to write me an e-mail, or whatever... just for instance... when I'm on my breaks at work... I don't have a lot of time, I'd rather be in the break room sitting in a chair resting my back and legs... however... I take the time to go outside in the cold (when it used to be cold), and call Sara... no hesitation, and not because she asked me too... but because... I missed her... plain and simple. I missed the girl...
That would be incredible... to have that feeling... someone, who even though they're rushing between classes, will not be happy unless they try to call me... I know what it's like to run late. Sometimes I'm running late to work, or I've over extended my break. But I will always take the time. Because when one's on their way to wherever, even if they're late, there is still plenty of time to call... really... you can walk and call at the same time. And it only takes 30 seconds... if even that for someone to say "I'm running late but I called to say I love you"- "I love you too" - "I'll call you after class" - "bye" - "bye"... and that can so easily be done, without any excuse even if you're flat out RUNNING to class.
well... that's just an example...
blegh - just lost the urge to keep writing. my mind's a mess and my heart's on standby right now...
let's see what happens...
I want to be Someone's EVERYTHING... can you even imagine that feeling?? someone that calls you every morning cause they're thinking about you, or someone that calls you every night because they won't sleep well without hearing your voice. Can you just imagine having someone who misses you every second they're not with you. Maybe some people think that's obsessive... but there is a difference... I think it's a beautiful thing if two people do that for each other. An incredibly beautiful thing. that's what I would like, that's what I need and crave. To feel special to someone, and to not have to ask for them to tell me I'm special or important to them. I don't think it means much when I have to prompt someone to call me at a certain time, or to write me an e-mail, or whatever... just for instance... when I'm on my breaks at work... I don't have a lot of time, I'd rather be in the break room sitting in a chair resting my back and legs... however... I take the time to go outside in the cold (when it used to be cold), and call Sara... no hesitation, and not because she asked me too... but because... I missed her... plain and simple. I missed the girl...
That would be incredible... to have that feeling... someone, who even though they're rushing between classes, will not be happy unless they try to call me... I know what it's like to run late. Sometimes I'm running late to work, or I've over extended my break. But I will always take the time. Because when one's on their way to wherever, even if they're late, there is still plenty of time to call... really... you can walk and call at the same time. And it only takes 30 seconds... if even that for someone to say "I'm running late but I called to say I love you"- "I love you too" - "I'll call you after class" - "bye" - "bye"... and that can so easily be done, without any excuse even if you're flat out RUNNING to class.
well... that's just an example...
blegh - just lost the urge to keep writing. my mind's a mess and my heart's on standby right now...
let's see what happens...