Ohhey, el jay.
Remember me, suckers?!
I started looking back at this badboy a few nights ago when my mother facebooked me wondering what ever happened to it (well after midnight, mind you, because we're trainwrecks). I had to be up the next morning at 7AM, but I of course ended up pawing through a lot of my old braingarbage on here instead...
This resulted in a sometimes-uncomfortable stumble down memory lane that I've been thinking about a bunch since then.
My first instinct upon looking at this was to delete it, or at least make it all private if I chose to ever continue writing in it. My last entry was more than 5 years ago, and there are several parts of me that would like to keep all the crap from my past IN the past. The person I was five years ago is fascinating to me now, even if I am a liiiiiiiiiiiiiiittle embarrassed at some of the things that were important to me back then. Looking at all of this again, I'm remembering lots of small things I forgot about, some embarrassing, some heartwarming, and so on.
Now, I realize, that's exactly the point of having one of these things. You can't ever figure out where you're going until you take a good look at where you've been, right?
Since the advent of myspace and facebook, I've barely even looked at this thing. I blogged a little on myspace, but once I switched my internetlife over to facebook, I've done less blogging and more witty facebook status quippery.
I'm a little older and wiser now, so this might actually end up being something interesting someday. I'm not going to edit any of my old entries, either. What's done is done. Who I was is the reason I am who I am. If anyone feels the need to creep, I can't be held responsible for the moronic garbage there is to find in this thing...
I'm hoping to keep this journal alive from here on out... I want to be able to look back at this and really remember the dopey shit that happens in my day-to-day existence without having to search through my entire facebook or whatever. I'd do a vlog if I could stomach taking the time to figure out a webcam... but who knows when THAT will happen?
So, el jay, you're going to be my snugglebuddy again until further notice...
First order of business, make a new goddamn icon. "Pin-up Pride?!" Who the eff was I kidding?
I started looking back at this badboy a few nights ago when my mother facebooked me wondering what ever happened to it (well after midnight, mind you, because we're trainwrecks). I had to be up the next morning at 7AM, but I of course ended up pawing through a lot of my old braingarbage on here instead...
This resulted in a sometimes-uncomfortable stumble down memory lane that I've been thinking about a bunch since then.
My first instinct upon looking at this was to delete it, or at least make it all private if I chose to ever continue writing in it. My last entry was more than 5 years ago, and there are several parts of me that would like to keep all the crap from my past IN the past. The person I was five years ago is fascinating to me now, even if I am a liiiiiiiiiiiiiiittle embarrassed at some of the things that were important to me back then. Looking at all of this again, I'm remembering lots of small things I forgot about, some embarrassing, some heartwarming, and so on.
Now, I realize, that's exactly the point of having one of these things. You can't ever figure out where you're going until you take a good look at where you've been, right?
Since the advent of myspace and facebook, I've barely even looked at this thing. I blogged a little on myspace, but once I switched my internetlife over to facebook, I've done less blogging and more witty facebook status quippery.
I'm a little older and wiser now, so this might actually end up being something interesting someday. I'm not going to edit any of my old entries, either. What's done is done. Who I was is the reason I am who I am. If anyone feels the need to creep, I can't be held responsible for the moronic garbage there is to find in this thing...
I'm hoping to keep this journal alive from here on out... I want to be able to look back at this and really remember the dopey shit that happens in my day-to-day existence without having to search through my entire facebook or whatever. I'd do a vlog if I could stomach taking the time to figure out a webcam... but who knows when THAT will happen?
So, el jay, you're going to be my snugglebuddy again until further notice...
First order of business, make a new goddamn icon. "Pin-up Pride?!" Who the eff was I kidding?