Is this it?
I wanted to return to this on a profound note of sorts, some kind of enlightenment that i have found. Its been about 4 months shy of a year since i have written in this and the longer it went the more meaningful my words should be right? But there is nothing ground breaking that i have to announce and some things don't need saying or at least only need said to myself and those that listen.
I note with some curiosity that i still have friends on my list, and some have removed my name. I am not offended by any that took me off, after all simple housekeeping and what not. But i am surprised to have names still there, anyways mad props for the non deletion.
So i guess i am 28 now and needs be thinking of grown up pursuits, bigger pictures and brighter futures and the ilk. I just broke up with my girlfriend and am again in single land, different perspectives and such being the idea behind the break down. Actually that probably doesn't explain much as far as cryptic bullshit goes. I feel guilt at not being able to be what was wanted of me, that i couldn't be the man of forever. But that wasn't my role and thats not who i am for her. That for a few small words i could make her happy, but for myself i cannot say them or feel.
I am quietly optimistic about the future.
Don't make a sound
Shh and listen
Keep your head down. you aren't safe yet
Don't make a sound, be good for me
Because i know the way to somewhere else...
I note with some curiosity that i still have friends on my list, and some have removed my name. I am not offended by any that took me off, after all simple housekeeping and what not. But i am surprised to have names still there, anyways mad props for the non deletion.
So i guess i am 28 now and needs be thinking of grown up pursuits, bigger pictures and brighter futures and the ilk. I just broke up with my girlfriend and am again in single land, different perspectives and such being the idea behind the break down. Actually that probably doesn't explain much as far as cryptic bullshit goes. I feel guilt at not being able to be what was wanted of me, that i couldn't be the man of forever. But that wasn't my role and thats not who i am for her. That for a few small words i could make her happy, but for myself i cannot say them or feel.
I am quietly optimistic about the future.
Don't make a sound
Shh and listen
Keep your head down. you aren't safe yet
Don't make a sound, be good for me
Because i know the way to somewhere else...