Handle Me With Care
SO much has been going on lately, i honestly don't know where to start.
Karl:
Well today (and for the last 6 days) i am completely and utterly over him and his shit. He has hurt me for the very last time, adn I'm not going to put up with it anymore. It was only a week ago, when he asked me to wait for the most recent time, but then some other things came into play.....he should realy check that i have no way of knowing the other girls he is telling that he loves them, before he does it. Not the smartest guy. But the plus side, is that now, for the first time since we broke up months ago, i feel like i am single, as I'm not waiting and saving myself until he is ready. And to be honest, if he has a problem with that, then he can do something about it, coz I'm sick of being the idiot trailing after him, hoping he'll throw me some scraps of affection. But, i highly doubt that he will do anything. He might be a bit pissed off that one of his 'bits' has called it quits, but again, thats his problem. And again, if he doesn't like it, he is free to do somethign about it, but i know he wont. To much effort.
Work:
Work has been going ok...till today. We just has Cup day, and we do a lot for the spring carnival there, so it has been very busy, adn a little stressful, but thats almost over now. Just pack up left to go. Today however, i realised that in April, i did something that i had forgotten about till now. Honestly forgotten, a total mistake. The sort of thing that i could have fixed up...but i can't now because the financial year has rolled over. Now i feel like shit, coz i hate mistakes, adn this is a really bad one...as in loose your job...type thing i think. So I'm not sure what to do. At any other work place, I'd tell someone what I'd done, adn let that be that, but if you knew the dynamic of this place, I'd be out on my ass as soon as they could make it happen. It's not the type of place where you can make even little stuff ups, and this is NOT little. But it is against my nature not to be honest about stuff like this, so like i said, not sure what to do about this.
Home:
I have moved house, i now live in Maribyrnong. It's good, and the place feels more like home than my old house ever did. It's nice to be out of Karl and My house too. It was a whole new, fresh start, and that was exactly what i needed. I have a house warming party this saturday night, so fingers crossed that that goes well.
Health:
For those fo you who didn't know, i had cancer. I found out about 5 months ago, adn have had surgery and so on in that time. Well 2 weeks ago i had my first big check up at the surgeon since the last opp, adn i am 100% cancer free!!! It is very very exciting! I'm very happy about that, needless to say. I'm just pleased that it's pretty much all over. There will always be the chance that it will come back. But as long as i keep getting my check ups, I'll be all ok, and if it does come back, we'll get it in time to do somethign about it again. I'm SO pleased nothing more had to happen to get rid of it, coz the options weren't very nice at all.
Family:
My big brother is getting married in just under 2 weeks. My sister Aimie and I are singing at the wedding, so that'll be fun. I'm not really looking forward to it, but that might just be coz i hate weddings, adn i hate being in the spotlight, and so the wedding will do both of those things, but it is for my brother, so i am happy to do it.
Thats about all i have to say for now. I need to get back to work.
Mwah
Karl:
Well today (and for the last 6 days) i am completely and utterly over him and his shit. He has hurt me for the very last time, adn I'm not going to put up with it anymore. It was only a week ago, when he asked me to wait for the most recent time, but then some other things came into play.....he should realy check that i have no way of knowing the other girls he is telling that he loves them, before he does it. Not the smartest guy. But the plus side, is that now, for the first time since we broke up months ago, i feel like i am single, as I'm not waiting and saving myself until he is ready. And to be honest, if he has a problem with that, then he can do something about it, coz I'm sick of being the idiot trailing after him, hoping he'll throw me some scraps of affection. But, i highly doubt that he will do anything. He might be a bit pissed off that one of his 'bits' has called it quits, but again, thats his problem. And again, if he doesn't like it, he is free to do somethign about it, but i know he wont. To much effort.
Work:
Work has been going ok...till today. We just has Cup day, and we do a lot for the spring carnival there, so it has been very busy, adn a little stressful, but thats almost over now. Just pack up left to go. Today however, i realised that in April, i did something that i had forgotten about till now. Honestly forgotten, a total mistake. The sort of thing that i could have fixed up...but i can't now because the financial year has rolled over. Now i feel like shit, coz i hate mistakes, adn this is a really bad one...as in loose your job...type thing i think. So I'm not sure what to do. At any other work place, I'd tell someone what I'd done, adn let that be that, but if you knew the dynamic of this place, I'd be out on my ass as soon as they could make it happen. It's not the type of place where you can make even little stuff ups, and this is NOT little. But it is against my nature not to be honest about stuff like this, so like i said, not sure what to do about this.
Home:
I have moved house, i now live in Maribyrnong. It's good, and the place feels more like home than my old house ever did. It's nice to be out of Karl and My house too. It was a whole new, fresh start, and that was exactly what i needed. I have a house warming party this saturday night, so fingers crossed that that goes well.
Health:
For those fo you who didn't know, i had cancer. I found out about 5 months ago, adn have had surgery and so on in that time. Well 2 weeks ago i had my first big check up at the surgeon since the last opp, adn i am 100% cancer free!!! It is very very exciting! I'm very happy about that, needless to say. I'm just pleased that it's pretty much all over. There will always be the chance that it will come back. But as long as i keep getting my check ups, I'll be all ok, and if it does come back, we'll get it in time to do somethign about it again. I'm SO pleased nothing more had to happen to get rid of it, coz the options weren't very nice at all.
Family:
My big brother is getting married in just under 2 weeks. My sister Aimie and I are singing at the wedding, so that'll be fun. I'm not really looking forward to it, but that might just be coz i hate weddings, adn i hate being in the spotlight, and so the wedding will do both of those things, but it is for my brother, so i am happy to do it.
Thats about all i have to say for now. I need to get back to work.
Mwah