Oct 04, 2006 11:46
Troy and Jason and I have spent over $60 on bouncie balls!!! I can't believe how much we have put into that stupid vending machine!!! The three of us must be the only ones that actually buy the silly things, but they are SO much fun....small minds amused by small things i suppose. But it is therepudic bounching them while we walk through safeway. We also discovered that frying pans make great bats, to play tennis with our bouncie balls in the freezer Isle of safeway. very funny.
We are looking for a place to move out to at the moment. At this stage it is just going to be Kirill and I. We looked at a 3 bed place last night, in Kensington, that i totally love!!! It is So goo, but i doubt that we will get it because it is so good, and there was a lot of interest in the property.
Glenn came over Monday night. After my absolute bender on Sunday night, i ended up falling asleep in his arms on the couch. It was so nice. (PS: this is a different Glenn to the one i have mentioned in previous posts, Glen, with one 'n' is a good friend of mine, and Glenn, with 2 'n's is......well he is Glenn). Not only does he manage to make me laugh and smile, no matter how crap i am feeling at the time, when we are together, he manages to make all the thoughts racing through my head go still, and i am able to relax, and not stress for a while. It is a real gift, and i totally thank him for it.
I don't remember if i put this in my last post, but Karl told me that he still loved me. It became pretty confusing to be honest, coz then i felt a bit like i was stuck between Karl and Glenn, but things are all good now. Karl is not ready for it to go back to how it was between us, and to be honest, i don't think i ever want it to go back to being like that....it didn't work at all. To intence to fast. We'll see what happens though. I am just going to surround myself with friends, and just hang out with Karl, and just let the future unfold. I can't change what is going to happen, so why worry about it.
So without going on for to long, that kind of brings you up to date i think. Take care, and lots of love.