A Case Of The Ex's
It's been a bit, fun, interesting, emotional, up and down weekend. I'll try and fill you in a bit.
First things first. I am really worried about Jay (Imageit)!! Where are you babe, please let me know if you are alright!!!!
Friday night was Jasons party. WOW!!!! SO good. Lets say i over indulged in a few things, and ended up in a very cheery mood!! Mel was there which was interesting, as we are always a bit uncomfortable around each other these days, but nothing bad happened, it was just strange. We were sort of watching each other during the night, but i don't think either of us had the courage to go and talk. We sort of just said hi, and bye, and thats it.
Psycho Sarah was there, and it took all of the self control i could muster not to smack her out!!! She keps following me, and touching me, and trying to be friends, and i can say without a doubt that i really don't like the two faced bitch!!! She seems to think she is being all grown up or something, but she was so drunk, she didn't make any sense, and ended up telling me that she wanted to get to know me, but not as my boyfriends ex boyfriend....yeah i know....thats about how much sense she made all night.
I pretty much sat there telling her to go away and shut up, and that she was a little scary, but yeah she didn't get it. Oh well.
All in all it was a really good night though. I enjoyed myself heaps.
Saturday, after only 3 and a half hours sleep, i was wide awake, and after helping to clean up Jason and Troys place a bit, i went home, thinking I'd get some sleep, but ended up going to the home show to visit Aimie for a bit, and have a wander. It was good. Kiz came with me, and we got lunch out and had a pretty good time.
Sat night, i was pretty buggered and as no one who could decide what they wanted to do, ended up just going to do my own thing.
Sunday, i spent all of the morning eating myself into a sugar induced coma...i don't think I've ever eaten that much in my life!!!! It was fun though, sitting in bed and watching Gillmore girls, and reading and totally bludging and doing whatever i wanted to do. I was feeling pretty blue, for a couple of reasons, maily that the emotion on the last week finally caught up with me. But i got a message from a friend, and decided on their advice to hall ass out of bed and do something.
I went to pick up some stuff i had left and Jason and troys place, but troy was still asleep and Jase was at work, so i thought I'd call someone for coffee or something, and hang around instead of driving all the way home and the all the way back again. Everyone was totally busy, or hung over or something, so i thought, hell, I'll message Karl, as he lives there too, but he said he had to go pick up his car.....and i just took that as no....oopps!! I didn't read all of his message, so kicking myself now! That will teach me for assuming the worst of people, and just assuming that they are going to say no, rather than actually reading their answers fully. I can't believe i did something so silly, but hell, what can you do?!
Jase and i went out a bit last night, but there wasn't much going on, so i went home, and got a decent nights sleep. I was still a little....not so much moody, but exhausted by people expecting me to be dealing better than i am, or forcing me to talk about it when i clearly say i don't want to. So a little alone time was really nice, coz i don't get very much these days.
Anyway, feeling a fair bit better today, just trying to be possitive about everything, and keep my spirits up, and am feeling good.
Have a good day, or night, whatever it is when you are reading this.
Kisses and hugs to you all.....unless i don't like you.
First things first. I am really worried about Jay (Imageit)!! Where are you babe, please let me know if you are alright!!!!
Friday night was Jasons party. WOW!!!! SO good. Lets say i over indulged in a few things, and ended up in a very cheery mood!! Mel was there which was interesting, as we are always a bit uncomfortable around each other these days, but nothing bad happened, it was just strange. We were sort of watching each other during the night, but i don't think either of us had the courage to go and talk. We sort of just said hi, and bye, and thats it.
Psycho Sarah was there, and it took all of the self control i could muster not to smack her out!!! She keps following me, and touching me, and trying to be friends, and i can say without a doubt that i really don't like the two faced bitch!!! She seems to think she is being all grown up or something, but she was so drunk, she didn't make any sense, and ended up telling me that she wanted to get to know me, but not as my boyfriends ex boyfriend....yeah i know....thats about how much sense she made all night.
I pretty much sat there telling her to go away and shut up, and that she was a little scary, but yeah she didn't get it. Oh well.
All in all it was a really good night though. I enjoyed myself heaps.
Saturday, after only 3 and a half hours sleep, i was wide awake, and after helping to clean up Jason and Troys place a bit, i went home, thinking I'd get some sleep, but ended up going to the home show to visit Aimie for a bit, and have a wander. It was good. Kiz came with me, and we got lunch out and had a pretty good time.
Sat night, i was pretty buggered and as no one who could decide what they wanted to do, ended up just going to do my own thing.
Sunday, i spent all of the morning eating myself into a sugar induced coma...i don't think I've ever eaten that much in my life!!!! It was fun though, sitting in bed and watching Gillmore girls, and reading and totally bludging and doing whatever i wanted to do. I was feeling pretty blue, for a couple of reasons, maily that the emotion on the last week finally caught up with me. But i got a message from a friend, and decided on their advice to hall ass out of bed and do something.
I went to pick up some stuff i had left and Jason and troys place, but troy was still asleep and Jase was at work, so i thought I'd call someone for coffee or something, and hang around instead of driving all the way home and the all the way back again. Everyone was totally busy, or hung over or something, so i thought, hell, I'll message Karl, as he lives there too, but he said he had to go pick up his car.....and i just took that as no....oopps!! I didn't read all of his message, so kicking myself now! That will teach me for assuming the worst of people, and just assuming that they are going to say no, rather than actually reading their answers fully. I can't believe i did something so silly, but hell, what can you do?!
Jase and i went out a bit last night, but there wasn't much going on, so i went home, and got a decent nights sleep. I was still a little....not so much moody, but exhausted by people expecting me to be dealing better than i am, or forcing me to talk about it when i clearly say i don't want to. So a little alone time was really nice, coz i don't get very much these days.
Anyway, feeling a fair bit better today, just trying to be possitive about everything, and keep my spirits up, and am feeling good.
Have a good day, or night, whatever it is when you are reading this.
Kisses and hugs to you all.....unless i don't like you.