Happy at last
Hi there everyone!!
I just realised that the last coupld of public posts have been lyrics, rather than actual posts. I have written syuff in between them, but it's all friends only or private, so, sorry about that.
Time for an update.
I have no idea when i updated last, so I'll just do things in a general way.
I am feeling really pretty good today, and have been for a few days now. I am dealing with things better and slowly but surely getting over Karl and moving on. It hurts, and it is hard, but i think that it is something i need to do, as he needs time, and i can't just put my life on hold indeffinatly. I have waited over 2 painful months so far, and i just can't do it anymore. I'm not saying nothing will ever happen again....i mean, we hooked up again after the last time we broke up, and if it is meant to be, then it's meant to be.....i will always have a bit of a soft spot for him i think.
Kirill has moved in, and although we haven't spent that much time together, it has been really good. We even went out and got ourselves house warming presents!!! hehehe, I'm not telling what though!!
We finally got the lights fixed in my apartment this morning. The sparkys were quite good looking too, but it was way to early in the morning for me to care that much, and besides....i might be getting over Karl, but I'm not there yet, and i don't know how long that will take.
I am off shopping with Jase and Troy and Kiz tonight. It is Jasons party tomorrow so we want to get stuff for that, as well as clothes so we all look totally hot, and Kiz needs some house stuff for his room. I am really looking forward to Jasons. There will be a tone of people there i know and like, adn the one that i don't really like that much...psycho sarah, i am at least feeling amicable to, and if she starts anything, i will just play with her with the help of karl. hehehe, i am evil. I should be a very fun and interesting night, and i am really looking forward to it.
Well thats about it for now at least. Lots of love. MWAH!!!!!!!!!!!
I just realised that the last coupld of public posts have been lyrics, rather than actual posts. I have written syuff in between them, but it's all friends only or private, so, sorry about that.
Time for an update.
I have no idea when i updated last, so I'll just do things in a general way.
I am feeling really pretty good today, and have been for a few days now. I am dealing with things better and slowly but surely getting over Karl and moving on. It hurts, and it is hard, but i think that it is something i need to do, as he needs time, and i can't just put my life on hold indeffinatly. I have waited over 2 painful months so far, and i just can't do it anymore. I'm not saying nothing will ever happen again....i mean, we hooked up again after the last time we broke up, and if it is meant to be, then it's meant to be.....i will always have a bit of a soft spot for him i think.
Kirill has moved in, and although we haven't spent that much time together, it has been really good. We even went out and got ourselves house warming presents!!! hehehe, I'm not telling what though!!
We finally got the lights fixed in my apartment this morning. The sparkys were quite good looking too, but it was way to early in the morning for me to care that much, and besides....i might be getting over Karl, but I'm not there yet, and i don't know how long that will take.
I am off shopping with Jase and Troy and Kiz tonight. It is Jasons party tomorrow so we want to get stuff for that, as well as clothes so we all look totally hot, and Kiz needs some house stuff for his room. I am really looking forward to Jasons. There will be a tone of people there i know and like, adn the one that i don't really like that much...psycho sarah, i am at least feeling amicable to, and if she starts anything, i will just play with her with the help of karl. hehehe, i am evil. I should be a very fun and interesting night, and i am really looking forward to it.
Well thats about it for now at least. Lots of love. MWAH!!!!!!!!!!!